FUTILE DEVICES

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Love , to be loved, being loved, lover, how heavy these words are, having weight of emotions.

How everyone thinks of being loved by someone. Find someone who can love them for the rest of their life.
But then there's a boy who's just not blaming his life but accepting the way it is.

Jungkook was looking at his ring finger which was holding his future now. A little boy who's no longer Jeon but a KIM .
They had wedding yesterday with not so many people around. And if you're curious tae didn't kissed jungkook , they just share vows and ring. Everyone is happy except tae. Yes jungkook is some kinda happy that his parents are happy now.

Right now they were going to tae's mansion or his new home. But the look on tae's face wasn't giving him any comfort.

He sighed and looked at his belly. A slight unsettled feeling creeps inside him.
They reached the place and before jungkook think anything tae get out of car slamming it hard making Jungkook flinched.
He followed tae but heard door slamming so he stopped. Tears start flowing from his beautiful orbs. He wiped and sat on the sofa because he don't know anything in here.

Whereas tae was angry but on whom?                                        
Jungkook?
His parents?
His fate?!
Nah                               

It was him because he can't say no to his parents.
He is so messed up right now to think straight.

Yes he wants to have a family of his own but he is confused why he's angry over jungkook.

"WHY?" only word his mind is asking and the answer is given by his heart.

"Jungkook remind him of that certain boy."
Which he's searching for nothing. He know he's drunk but he's searching for that boy.

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It was 5 minutes since Jungkook was standing in the hall hugging himself, because he don't know where to go.
He heard sound upstairs and it's tae who's standing by the stairs gesturing jungkook to come up.

He slowly walked upstairs and follows the room where tae goes.
He enters and guessed that it's tae's room.
He saw the room is modernly plain. With few of his photos with his family including the childhood , high school ceremony , graduation ceremony and present.

He softly smiled and looked at tae who's taking out his clothes of wardrobe.

"Use this room I'll be at another" he said coldly and ready to leave.

"No wait- I'll use that , it's your roo-"

"DO WHAT I SAY!" he said coldly making jungkook look at the floor.
He looked up when he heard the door closing.

He sighed and went to bathroom.
After coming out he saw empty room.
No traces of tae because he spent good amount time in bathroom.
So he thought maybe tae will come back.

He sighed and sat on the far end of the bed. He looked down to his belly and smiled softly.
"Hope he understand"

He heard the car engine sound so he went to the window and saw tae's car leaving.

Again he left alone.

He saw a box in between candles which are placed in a heart shaped. He saw the cake inside the box saying
Happily ever after.

What an irony.
He put the cake in freezer and climbed on bed. Sleeping in a far end just in case tae comes back.

He don't know what is happening to him but he cried.
This is not what he wanted.
He want love.

After few hours he heard the gate open.
He climed off the bed and walked  down he met tae on halfway.

He stopped but tae didn't.
"Ta- , Mr. Kim"

"What you want" he said not looking at him.

"I want to talk" jungkook said looking down

"Talk, you want a talk at this hour."

"I just-"

"You know what just get lost already." Tae said slamming the door.

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New day , a new start for the little bunny who's  looking forward to it.

Tae came downstairs in formals.
He grabbed his keys and ready to leave.

"Mr. Kim" said jungkook slowly yet politely.

"What now?"

"B-breakfast"

"Oh com'on don't fucking act like a housewife or something. We're just together for the world , for my parents. Don't over cross your limits. Don't make me fucking repeat myself."

" PEOPLE LIKE YOU SHOULD KNOW YOUR PLACE" tae shouted straight onto his face.

And there goes jungkook's tears , there he go with the harsh reality. And the bean inside of him making no help for his emotions. A soft boy who's innocent ,knows nothing going through the daggers of curse words and hate is hard for him.

" But I-"

" You're so pathetic jungkook" said tae with disgust looking face.

" What did I did to you"

" Audacity you have to talk back,
What did you do???
Your whole fucking existence is curse to me right now!!"

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