it'll be alright! YUNGBLUD story

i don't need anything

when it was finally time for the falling stars we had opend the tent and sat on the edge of the matras with a blacket wrapped around us all cuddled up. we kept looking at the sky saying nothing but it was a comfortable silence, we didn't see anything yet but kept looking until we saw one. ''YEAH LOOK THERE!'' dean the said scaring me, he pointed toward it and i looked to it and started laughing hard, ''whats so funny? there's a falling star!'' he said making me laugh even more, ''THATS A PLANE! HAHAHAHA'' i said holding my stomache from laughing. ''oh...'' dean said and scathed his neck from shame, ''don't worry about it i might over reacted a bit cause that could litterly be me, im sorry'' i said and as awser he hugged me and wisper 'its okay' in my ear. i giggled and we watched again, not long after this we saw a real falling star! ''look! there does is a real one! make a wish before it disapears'' i closed my eyes and made a wish just like dean. ''what was your wish?'' dean said when i opend my eyes again, ''i can't tell you otherwise it won't come out'' i said and dean nodded that he understood. ''wanna know what my wish is?'' dean asked, ''but then it won't come out'' i told him, ''thats true, and i do want it to come out so i gues i won't tell you'' he said but that only made me more curious but i knew it was to late so i just let it go. we saw a few more falling stars so we made a wish for everyone we saw, when it was 5am we decided to catch a bit of sleep before morning so we were cuddled up in the tent and fell asleep. 

*in the morning*

i felt something on my face when i woke up, i aslso felt a hand on my waist and then i heard a voice, ''good morning darling'' i smiled instantly when i heard the word 'darling', i opened my eyes and saw dean was kissing me face to wake me up. i turned my head towards him and quickly grabbed is waist and hugged him tight, ''good morning! what time is it?'' i asked. ''its 11am, can you losen your grib i can't breath'' he replied and i let go of him a bit, ''sorry'' i said and he petted my head telling me it was okay. ''we have to get up now'' dean said and tried to get away from me but i only held him tighter again, ''i don't want to get out'' i whined but dean tickled me and woudn't stop until we got out, i coudn't breath anymore so i gave in. it was really hot in the tent cause outsid it was 25 degrees so in the tent it was warmer. we went downstairs to eat brunch, during that dean asked me something i almost forgot. ''what do you want for your birthday because its in 2 weeks'' i had no idea what i wanted cause i have everything i need at this moment, ''i don't need anything i have got a lot these months so i don't deserve more'' i replied but he kept telling me my i did deserve something. ''your birthday is only once a year and its your special day and a present is part of it'' he tried again, ''but i don't need anything i have everything i want, i have you, i have amazing friend, i have dom and the boys and yhomi'' i explained, ''but still you do deserve it everyone on earth deserves a present on there birthday'' i agreed with him that everyone deserves a present no matter what age but i didn't need anything. he then gave up because he knew i was gonna say the same over and over again, after  breakfast we needed to think of a thing to do.

 ''its hot outside so maybe we could go swimming?'' dean then came up with when we walked up the stairs him on the front, i stoped when he said that making him stop aswell and turn to me. when i realised i quickly walked again and said: ''uh yeah good idea...'' but i acctually didn't i mean i love swimming a lot but just not with a lot of people arround and i knew he ment a place were a lot of people went to. ''no you don't think it is a good idea don't lie.'' he said looking verry strict, ''can we talk about this UPstairs and not ON the stairs please?'' i said and dean walked to my room and sat on the chair. ''wanna tell me now?'' he said with a bit sad but also serious face, ''i- i- uhh...'' i tried my best to not let tears down, ''just tell me!'' dean said raising his voice at me and i couldn't help but let my tears fall. when he saw the tears him face got more soft then angry, his face had many expressions in 2 minutes. i started sobbing looking to the ground playing with the rings on my finger so i didn't have to look at dean, i then felt deans arms wrap arround me and lift me up to sat me on his lap. he held me like i was a baby, ''im sorry for yelling at you i should've gave you time to respond, you can tell me now baby its okay'' he calmed me down, when i was finally calm i explained it all. ''before i met dom and my dad supported me in everything he used to bodyshame me and so did other kids in school, so when we went swimming or something they would always laugh at me so i got insecure about my body and i have tried everything to lose weight but i just coudn't'' i said almost crying again but dean hugged me tight. ''im so sorry you had to go though that you are SO beautiful no one deserves to be treated like that'' he said still hugging me tight. ''in this case you're right'' i said and giggled, ''i love swimming tho so i want to go AND im with you AND i am way stronger now than was backthen AN-'' dean cut me of laughing that he understood the assignment. ''let me drop of my stuff back at home and grab my swim stuff okay?'' he asked and i nodded. 

when we had everything he walked out of the door not really saying anything but when i closed the door i was thinking, he forgot something so i quickly put on my shoes and ran towards him as fast as i could. ''dean wait! you forgot something!'' when i got closer i repeated it and he heard me so he stood still turning to way i was. ''what did i forget?'' he asked when i stood in front of him catching more breath as he looked at me confused, ''i swear to god i tought i hade everythi-'' i cut him of by kissing him, he didn't kiss me back at first but then i felt him smirking and kissed me back. ''thats what you forgot'' i said smiling. ''dang it i almost succeed to forget it at yours'' he said teasing, ''fuck you'' i said serious so i looked like i didn't know it was teasing he did, ''i was just teasing you!'' he said offended, ''yeah i know'' i said still acting serious, ''why did you say fuck you and look so serious?!'' ''because i am teasing you now'' i said and bursted out laughing cause he fell for it. ''i hate you'' he than said, ''yeah sure you do'' i said teasing him and he laughed again, ''i could never hate you, but if you don't mind im going home to get my stuff'' he said and tapped my nose. ''acctually, i do mind'' i said tapping his nose this time, ''well then ma'am, thats your own problem because im going'' dean said, turned away from me and started walking again, ''no come back!'' i said and pulled him back by his arm, ''can i have one more kiss?'' i asked and he sighed ''fine'' he said and droped his bag again, held my jaw and kissed me. ''happy now?'' he asked smirking when we pulled away, ''yes thanks you can go now'' i said and we both walked away saying bye, but then me with my dumb head tripped over a rock. dean heard it and turned around to me and laughed, ''i fell for ya you see?'' i joked trough the pain that was in my knee, i saw dean laughing until he looked at my knee. i haven't looked at it yet but when i saw deans face i looked aswell, ofcourse! it was bleeding and not just a little but i didn't care acctually i was just dumb. ''are you okay?'' dean asked still standed on the same place, ''yeah im-'' i had a sharp pain then but tried to ignore it, ''im fine just go home ill make it alive'' i said and turned around to walk back home but it went verry slow, ''i can't just leave you there, here ill give you a piggy back ride back and then i go'' dean then said and lifted me on his back. ''im sorry im dumb'' ''you're not dumb you just weren't looking where you were going'' he said and put me on the ground carefully, ''don't fall again okay? and ask you dad for help while i sprint home yeah?'' i nodded and he kissed me on the cheeck and did what he said sprinted away.

a/n:
heyo im back after a small brake cause i was sick and i have vaction now so there will be less updates, im sorry! i hope you are feeling amazing bc you deserve it and have an amazing day/night!!