& I'm just a girl.

Solace.

If i were to be approached within the hour, as i'm feeling a little out of sorts today, and somebody were to ask me why people do some of the things they do, perhaps I would laugh and walk away. The reason is simple. People are hypocritical. And that is all the reason needed. Must I elaborate? Well if I must I shall do so. Humans, people, both men and women, all do things in which they are against someone else doing, on many occasions. And what they look for, in the aftereffects, is understanding and solace. And from what I have been so unfortunate to see are those people finding exactly what they were looking for, that same solace. We all do it and that solace is expected but the thing in which baffles me the most is why and how. Why do people allow other people to think their mistake or action is right? And how do they allow that to happen? Its unfair. And although in most cases life is unfair, this can be controlled. Many times I have heard 'life goes on' and 'There's always a choice, and once you actually think about it its true. There is always another option even if its the unfavorable of the two. We, as people, have had the worst way to experience life lessons. This, I believe, is caused by the 'unfairness' of reality. Some people may have it harder than others that is true but just because someone else has it worse somewhere doesn't mean you arent allowed to be upset because of what youre experiencing. That's like saying you can't smile at the good in your life because somebody has it better. So why when you go to find solace and comfort in other people do they try to evade the truth of what is happening to you because your situation is different. Everybody's situation is different; everybody is living a different life. Which means different surroundings, different people, different influences. Which means they won't understand. They never have and they never will. So looking for solace is impossible for nobody understands and nobody ever will. Nobody will experience exactly what you have and nobody will have the same thoughts on it as you do. Because everyone is different and believe it or not you don't need solace. You dont need it from others because your strong. If solace is needed you must find it within yourself. Because the way you find this solace and the way you deal with your demons determines your strength. And it doesn't matter if you haven't found it yet, it doesn't matter if you've lost this battle now. Because it won't last. You must keep going back. You must have the will and want and faith to keep going back. Otherwise your strength will not show. And you will be weak.