I looked out of my window, the city lights smeared by the tears in my eyes. I thrashed a bit, only to bury my face in a pillow after it made no difference. I hated myself, I hated the world. I should've taken my anti depressants a week ago. Now, two beers and a smoke later, I head to the bar. After about 5 more everything's blurred, a few more and... Blackout.
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Dirty Walls and Ciggerettes an arctic monkeys fanfic
FanfictionI felt purely awful, I hated myself, the world, everything. So I did what and badly coping college student would do. I got black out drunk. Now I'm in bed with a raging hangover and odd texts from... uh... 666-3542? I dunno probably a creep... or...
