Chapter 1

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-6 months ago-

September 3rd the first day of grade 9, in other words my first day of high school.... I was nervous but I knew that I would be okay because I would have my best friend Kelly with me. Kelly and I have been best friends since the first day of grade 7 and have been inseparable ever since. As I walked into the this huge school, with random faces that I didn't know, I was terrified

I have always been that person that was outgoing and could make friends easy but over the summer of grade 8 going into grade 9 I stared to get bullied by these 5 girls names Sarah, Brittany , Dani, Ashley and Hilary. We all used to be friends but they decided that they didn't want to talk to be anymore and completely shut me out.. My self of steem started to lower and i became more of a home body because I was afraid to meet new people because I thought everyone would hate me. Anyways I had all my classes with my best friend Kelly, witch I was so happy about.

I walked into the classroom and of course all the 5 girls that bully me were in this class as well. I sat down beside Kelly and we tried to ignore then but the next thing I know. Sarah "the leader" and knocked my book off my desk and coughed loser. Everyone stared laughing. I just wanted to run home and cry but I knew I couldn't let then get to me.

Second period came and thankful none of the 5 girls were in this class witch I was happy about because at least I would get a break. I also made some friends Jay , Marina , Chloe and Lilly.

Lunch time came and I sat with Kelly, Jay, Lily and Chloe , Marina and Jay's friend Clare. I was so happy I was starting to make friends. The best thing I know I feel someone tap me on the shoulder, it was Sarah she said oh looks like the little loser finally found some friends and poored milk all over me and was starring at me laughing... I tna to the bathroom and started crying my eyes out Kelly ran after me

"Kayla are you okay???" I can't believe Sarah did that too you she is such a bitch"

I couldn't respond, I just hugged my best friend and continued to cry.

I went home early because I was covered in milk and I was pray that my mom wouldn't be home lucky she wasn't.

I went on twitter and my timeline was filled with tweets about me

@jacobgunner: HAHAH DID YOU SEE SARAH POOR MILK ALL OVER THAT GIRL #loser

@franxbell: that girl got covered in
milk 😂

@sarahlovebeauty: yes I am the girl that poored milk all over that girl ☺️ #round2 ??

I couldn't read anymore.. I went to my room and cried myself to sleep.

I prayed that tomorrow would be better

but it never did.

Present day:

My life sucks, little did I know that my life would be completely flipped upside down, in the matter of 6 months.

I had to leave school , the bullying got so bad I just couldn't deal with it anymore.

I don't have any friends , kelly and all them stopped talking to me the first week of high school

Now I spend most of my days online on tumblr , it's the first place that I have felt accepted by people.

I met this one boy, his name
is harry, he was the first and only person to make me feel happiness
within the last six months.

2 months after I decided I needed to leave school, I was diagnosed with server depression and social anxiety causing me to never want to leave the comfort of my home.

Harry is the only person, I have ever felt the urge for to leave my house for, but he never want to meet up, he always comes up with these stupid excuses on why we can never meet. In reality I think he really just don't want to have to see what a fuck up I am in real life





A/N : YAY FIRST CHAPTER! I hope you all like it !

Next chapter will be Harry's pov!

I update every Monday btw!!

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