Thousand Words (ON HOLD)

Prologue

PROLOGUE:

…I don’t know if things are happening, if it’s a test for you to FIGHT on

Or…

just a matter to GIVE UP…

But that’s it…

It happens for a reason.

It happens because it is meant to be in that way.

            I LOVE HIM…

and I know…

He feels the same way, too…

Pero   

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Hindi pa ba sapat ‘yon para umayon sa’min aang pagkakataon?

                               Ilang beses pa ba ko kailangang masaktan?

                        Bakit kailangang pauli-ilit akong masampal ng reality?

Sawa na kong magtago...

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Sawa na kong mag-deny...

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Bakit pa?

Kung ang dila at isip nakakapagsinungaling

....nakakapagtago....

Sorry....

                                                And PUSO hindi!

“ In love, it’s not everyday you’ll WIN, most of the times you’ll LOSE...”

...I just don’t get it!

                                    I can’t understand and ever I will understand...

Bakit kailangan pa nating makilala ‘yung mga taong mamahalin natin...

.... ‘yung mga taong mamahalin tayo,

YET

                                                In the end...

HINDI RIN PALA SA’TIN MAPUPUNTA....

“           Love is just like... buying your best pair of shoe in a department store.

Ung tipong ‘yun na ‘yung the best...

ung pinakamaganda....

ung alam mong kahit mahal, hindi ka magsisisi na bilin.

YET

before you grabbed it...

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naunahan ka na ng iba....

Someone had paid already for the shoes....

BUT

IT’S NEVER THE QUESTION OF WHO BOUGHT THE SHOES

IT’S THE QUESTION OF HOW WILL YOU FIGHT FOR THE ONLY THING THAT COULD MAKE YOU HAPPY....

...AND THE ONLY THING THAT WOULD MAKE YOU CONTENTED IN THE END.

I always think of that very first day...

kung nilapitan kaya kita noon...

....Kung ako kaya ang una mong nakilala kaysa sa kanya,

AKO kaya ang nasa tabi mo ngayon?

            AKO kaya una mong minahal?

Foolish thoughts.... yet the sweetest of all.

“...Love is the sweetest feeling a man would ever feel, yet the SADDEST.... most PAINFUL.... the greatest ACHES you’ll ever gain, when it all came to nothing...”

“Sabi mo lalaban tayo?”

                                    “Sabi mo walang susuko?”

“PERO bakit ikaw ang unang bumitaw?”

YOU LEFT ME HANGING.

                        You left me with no one to hold on to.

GALIT ako! Nagagalit ako...

            Hindi sa’yo...

Hindi sa kanya...

            Hindi sa parents ko...

Umiiyak ako para sa sarili ko.

Nagagalit ako higit sa lahat para sa’kin...

Para sa sarili ko...

I was stocked....

Hindi ako maka-ahon sa lubak na iniwan mo sa buhay ko.

This is so unfair!

Bakit kailangang maging miserable ako ng ganito?

I have so many regrets...

I, too, have so many things to thank you.

But, I’ve much more reason

To FORGET YOU...

                        To LET you GO...

...GINO SAMONTE, WHY CAN’T WE BE?

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