It's 8 in the morning, Taehyun is making waffles, everyone else is just doing their own business. Soobin is just on Instagram on his phone when someone snatched his phone off of the poor guy. "Dude- why are you looking at pictures of Yeonjun, of all people - why your ex!?" Beomgyu asks. "I don't know I- it just came on my timeline I- I can expla-" Soobin stutters, but then there's Taehyun smirking at him. "Soobin, you still follow him on Insta as well-" Taehyun says. Soobin sighs as the two younger males tease him about it.
(Time skip!)
The four boys have been really busy especially since it's comeback week. They've been practicing very hard and working there absolute best to make their fans proud. Although they work very hard and hardly get time to relax of course they do have a bit of time to themselves.
Soobin was listening to Bebe Rexha's "Meant To Be" while scrolling through Kakaotalk texting one of his friends when his friend sent him an article.
"Choi Yeonjun, it boy rockstar - the tour" tap for more details...
As soon as Soobin opened the article a feeling of joy felt over him and he screamed.
All three members came rushing worriedly to see what all the fuss this 21 year old grown man was making. "Soobin. What's wrong!?" Taehyun and Beomgyu shouted while Kai went to feel his temperature.
"GUYS- YEONJUN IS GOING ON TOUR!" Soobin excitedly screamed.
"So? What's the big deal, Soobin" Kai asked.
Soobin got up from his bed and went over to Kai and shook his shoulders rapidly. "Kai. This is a big deal I'm going to see Yeonjun!!" Soobin squealed.
The three looked at each other in disbelief.
"Why are you looking at me like that? WHAT IS THERE A COCKROACH ON MY FACE?" Soobin screamed.
"No, and Soobin - you're not going to his tour..." Beomgyu said.
Soobin literally cried, protested and tried persuading the three to let him go to his ex's tour for hours.
"YOU ARE NOT GOING TO THAT TOUR, SOOBIN-" Taehyun yelled.
"YEAH, HE LITERALLY LEFT YOU, BROKE UP WITH YOU AND LEFT THE BAND AND YOU'RE CRYING JUST TO SEE SOMEONE WHO BROKE YOUR HEART??" Beomgyu shouted.
"No, he'll smile when he sees me because basically we have not seen each other for a long time" Soobin sobbed.
(Time skip!)
The day of the tour arrives and of course Soobin went... The other three followed to see what he was up to.
(Time skip again bc idk how to write!)
It was 3:52 PM and the tour had stopped for Incheon for the day and Soobin was just one of those people to be lucky enough to see someone backstage... Like a fan meet? But this isn't like that.
Soobin, Taehyun, Beomgyu and Kai were heading out back to Seoul when he accidentally bumped into someone.
"Watch it, you-" Soobin says.
Oh shit. That's his ex.
"Uhm, oh hello, Soobin. I- well it's been a while!" Yeonjun exclaims.
"Uh haha yeah three years and two months but yeah I'm not counting, who said I'm counting? I- I just remembered I don't know" Soobin awkwardly laughs.
"Well uh we'll give you a moment." Kai says before they all left, leaving the two past lovers all alone in the rose garden.
"I- I'm busy I don't think we can talk right now." Yeonjun uncomfortably lies so that he doesn't have to talk to Soobin.
"Wait please, Yeonjun-. I can be better please give me another chance it was right person wrong time."
"How do you cope when I'm not there?" Yeonjun asks.
"I still love you, Yeonjun. Please I beg-" Soobin says before getting interrupted by the older male.
"-look, I still love you too and trust me that's hard as well because I'm a soloist and you know I just-" Yeonjun says.
"- then why can't you date me!? Is that hard? Can't we be together if we both love each other? Yeonjun, what the actual hell is the point of us both liking each other if you're not going to date me-"
"-I just need some time I'm sorry." Yeonjun sighs.
"It's been three fucking years, Yeonjun! Three. Fucking. Years. That's how long I spent without you, without your love, you know how hurt I was? I was so miserable without you- honestly, three years is enough time because for the last three years you didn't see me!" Soobin screams.
Before the younger could say anything else, Yeonjun had just kissed Soobin to calm him down.
"Well, that was-" Soobin says.
"Shit I didn't mean to do that I'm sorry."
(Time skip to 3 mins!)
"Honestly, I really like you and I still do, Soobin but you know... it's like we weren't meant for each other - all good things don't last you know that, right'." Yeonjun sighs.
"Yeah..." Soobin says while fiddling with the hem of Yeonjun's shirt.
(Time skip + they both are in the Rose Garden but sitting down and looking at the stars + it's also night time!)
"The moon is beautiful, isn't it?" Soobin asks.
The two past lovers look at each other with such love in their eyes.
"Mhm, almost as beautiful as you." Yeonjun whispered slowly but Soobin couldn't hear it.
"You know-" Soobin faces the stars.
"I had a dream that we were little and we ran away together." Soobin says.
"To where?" Yeonjun asks.
"Doesn't matter where but we looked at each other, smiled and ran off." Soobin sighs, remembering all the things they did together when they were little.
Yeonjun chuckles.
(Time skip!)
"I've got to go now. I'm sorry to break your heart, Soobin. But I feel like we weren't meant to be- things change and I'm an idol now and we both are grown up. I just wish we could go back to the olden days you know where everything was just fine and we loved each other uncontrollably but like I said... Everything must come to an end. I'm sorry, binnie." Yeonjun says.
Binnie. The nickname Yeonjun used to call Soobin back when they were dating.
Soobin breaks down in guilt.
Yeonjun's there to comfort him and even kisses him again for the night.
(Time skip [smh]!)
Back at home Soobin tells Kai, Beomgyu and Taehyun what had happened in the Rose Garden with Yeonjun.
"Damn.. You guys kissed? Not once but twice in one day? Dude Taehyun never gives me kisses." Beomgyu laughs.
"That is literally not true!" Taehyun says.
"Wait so he still likes you and you guys kissed but you guys still aren't dating?" Kai asks.
"Yeah... He said that we weren't a good match and stuff." Soobin says.
"Nah man that's bullshit- you guys were the most amazing couple of 2019 according to Dispatch." Beomgyu says.
"Shush, that's just Yeonjun's opinion, my guy." Taehyun says.
Soobin sighs, "I mean a wise man once told me 'all good things must come to an end'"
To be continued besties😘
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Fanfiction3 years. It's been 3 whole years since Soobin and Yeonjun broke up. Do they miss each other? Well, one does the other has completely moved on... well that's what the country thinks. Soobin can't live without Yeonjun.