Pyaar Ya Zidd

Part 17

"Mom aap kab aye?"

"Jab tu kisi ke khayalon main khoya hua tha"

"Main kisi ke khayalon main nai tha"

"Chal chal jhuth kam bol ab, chori pakdi gayi to bahana bana raha hai"

"Mom yaar"

"Chal bata jaldi"

"Apko to pata he hai main Shehnaaz ko pasand karne laga hun to aaj use bol diya, par usne na bola aur pata reason kya diya usne"

"Kya?"

"Ki wo muj deserve nai karti, wo mere liye sahi nai hai, muj koi aur mere jaisi dekhni chahiye" he shook his head in disbelief remembering her words

"To isse tuj kya samaj aya ye bata"

"Ki wo chudail hai jo apna dimag ke kahin kaid kark ayi hai"

"Pagal ladka, soch aur agar samaj aye uska ye bolna to batana, main chali sone muj to bahut nind aa rahi hai" she started to fade from his room

"Mom yaar pura to batake jao" but she left him to think more

He then was laying on bed, but sleep was far away from his eyes. On the other-hand she was too lost in her thoughts and didn't realize her father was calling her. She came back to earth when he shook her.

"Kya hua hai office main koi problem hai jo itna soch rahi ho"

"Nai main kuch nai soch rahi aur office main koi problem nai hai"

"To itni der se bula raha hun jawab kun nai de rahi ho"

"Wo sunna nai shayad isliye"

"Acha dinner complete karo fir baat karte hai"

After dinner they were having fresh air in garden along side walking on the wet grass.

"Ab bol kya baat hai"

"Kuch nai dad"

"Tuj pata hai na tu sabse jhuth bol sakti hai par mere se nai"

"Hmm pata hai"

"To bol jaldi"

"Kya bolun dad main khud ulji hui hun ki kya karun"

"Bata to sahi"

"Apko Sidharth ke bare main pata hai right"

"Haan wo to bahut he pyara sa ladka hai"

"Usne muj propose kiya hai"

"Kya??" he said dramatically

"Dad"

"Uski mati mari gayi hai kya jo usne tuj propose kiya hai"

"Dad kya main itni buri hun"

"Haye mera chotu sa bacha, tu to bahut he pyara sa hai par kabi kabi bahut jyada he stone hearted ho jata hai"

"Main aise he hun to kya karun, muj nai hota kisi pe bhi vishwas"

"Acha shod wo sab Sidharth ka bata"

"Kya bataun"

"Abey yahi ki tune kya bola haan ya nai"

"Maine na bola usko"

"Aur kun na bola, ek chance deti usse aur apni life ko ek new change ke liye"

"Wahi usne bhi kaha"

"Ziddi hai tu sach main"

"Are dad pura to sunno"

"Bol"

"Maine uske bolne pe he usko bola hai main sochke bataungi"

"To ab kya soch rahi ho"

"Dad main usko deserve nai karti yaar, uske life main koi aisa ho jiske sath wo hamesha khush ho aur shayad ye mere sath nai hoga, apko bhi pata hai main kaisi hun aur bahut baar main uske sentiments ko chot bhi pahuchayi hai"

"Tu apne behavior ko thori der side main rakh aur ye bata tere ko kya lag raha hai aur tuj kya feel ho raha hai"

"Main chance lena chahti hun par usse meri wajah se takleef he hogi jo main nai chahti, aur meri wajh uska chulbula pann kahin kho sa gaya to main khud ko kabhi maaf nai kar paungi"

"Aur"

"Aur kya dad"

"Aur kya soch rahi hai"

"Yahi ki muj bhi uski taraf attraction hua hai ya kuch jyada hai, jo muj bilkul nai samaj aa raha aur jitna sochne ja rahi hun dimag fat raha hai"

"Jyada mat soch aur meri baat mann tu usse han bol aur waqt ke sath chal, sirf uske liye baki ka jaise tu karti hai waise he kar. Dekh agar rishte main aygi to adjust dono side se karna hoga efforts bhi dono ko dalne honge. Specially tuj"

"Hmm dad pata hai"

"Acha chal andar aur ab jyada mat soch jo ho raha hai hone de"

Both called the night. It's been few days and Shehnaaz has not spoken to him. There he was getting restless thinking what if she doesn't even want to continue friendship also.

"Main itna kun soch raha hun isse acha to main usse jake seeda mil he leta hun aur ussi se puchta hun warna uske bare main soch soch ke main pagal ho jaunga. Aur agar usse relation manjur nai to at least friendship to continue rakhe" he was lost in his own world thinking about her during all the time he was working, his mind was occupied with her thoughts only and nothing else remain to think not even for self.

In evening after shoot, he directly went to her office where he found her in meeting and thought to wait in her cabin. Two hours passed but she was still in meeting and here he was getting more restless for unknown reasons. Finally next moment she came inside, seeing him there she wondered thinking what he is doing here all of sudden.

"Tum yahan kya kar rahe ho wo bhi achanak?"

"Tumse milne aya hun aur achanak se kya matlab hai tera, nai aa sakta kya main? Aur kya hai jiss din se terko bola hai uske baad se baat bhi nai kar rahi ho na massages ka reply de rahi ho?"