Too Late To Comeback (Book 2)

Chapter 2: Hopefully

I walked down the hall way, as I could in fact see the guard staring at me from the corner of my eyes, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to ignore the man, all at once. It was just like him to hate me, such as it was that every one in the prison did.
I did not care at this point if I was not going to lie to my self. I knew that my parents at this point had in fact disowned me. They had not called me a single time whilst it was that I had in fact been in here. I was not going to be the one to make the first move on that what so ever, either.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could all at once, as in the end, I just then did in fact begin to start to shake my head a little bit to my self. Once it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, I then kind of just continued to walk down the hall way.
I did not care as to just who it was that looked at me the way that it was that they did. I knew it was going to be the case no matter what. I was simply just going to ignore them, and to keep on going with my life, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I knew that if I did good in school this up coming year, that I would in fact be let in to a decent college. They would see my grades from the years prior. I knew that I would be fine, so long as it was that I did not try to start any sort of trouble.
I really did not have any sort of plans on starting trouble what so ever, if I was not going to lie to my self either, all at the exact same time too. I just wanted to simply get out of here as soon as it was that I could. I felt miserable as it was, now that it was that I was in fact off the drugs.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time as well. In the end, I then did in fact sort of kind of just start to shake my head a little bit to my self, all at once. Once it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, I then did in fact start to stare a little bit to my self all of the sudden.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as I then did in fact just start to walk in to the cafeteria, all at once. I saw immediately that a few people did in fact begin to start to look right on ahead over towards me, all at once. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time how ever, as I did in fact ignore all of those people all of the sudden.
I just seemed to continue on with just what it was that I had in fact even been doing long before now. As it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, I then did in fact just kind of sort of dip my head a little bit low to the ground, all at once. I kind of just stared down there for a little bit more time, until it was that I had in fact began to start to head over to where it was that the treys were in fact at right now, at that.
Once it was that I had in fact got to that point, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact start to grab a trey, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact begin to start to go over to where the ladies were at, that gave the food to me, all at once. As I could tell that they were in fact getting ready to pack up their things, to move along and finish up this morning.
How ever, they then did in fact seem to all of the sudden begin to start to notice me, all at the exact same time too, none the less. Once it was that they had in fact noticed me, none the less, that was when they then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and they then did in fact begin to start to roll their eyes at me. The lady at the front then did in fact begin to start to speak to me, all at the exact same time too.
I was a little bit out of it still if I was not going to lie to my self. I had just woken up, and not only that, but I also had not got the best of sleep last night what so ever. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as I just kind of blinked my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time too, to try to just act as normal as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, none the less.
Once it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to breathe in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self all of the sudden. I then did in fact begin to start to remember that the lady was in fact talking to me all of the sudden, all at once. I did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then began to start to listen as to just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too, at that.
"Um... Hello? I said what do you want... You better hurry if you actually want some thing to eat..." She said to me, all at once, as she squinted her eyes at me all of the sudden. It was as if she was acting like she did not know my name what so ever, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
Of course, every one that was in fact in this prison did in fact know my name, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once. As soon as it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing, I then began to start to wake my self up quite a bit, all at once.
I felt like I could not blame the lady for the way that it was that she was in fact acting right now. Of course, like every one else in the place, they all did in fact hate me, none the less. It was clear to me that this lady was no different than the rest of the people that were here, which did not bother me at this point if I was not going to lie to my self either, none the less.
I kind of just began to start to breath in a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, at that. I also knew as to just why it was that she was in fact a little bit upset right now, as well as the fact that she felt like she was in fact a little bit annoyed with me right now, all at the exact same time too. I knew that I was in fact coming in to here a lot later than every one else. I knew that she just wanted to get all of this mess cleaned up, at that.
I did my best to try to keep this as simple, and as clean as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once, so that she could in fact get back to just what it was that she was even trying to do long before now, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, never the less, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to look at the food that there was in fact to choose from, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time as well, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to spot as to just what it was that I did in fact want to pick out, out of all of the food that was in fact right in front of my eyes, none the less. It was not the best food in the world, nor was it the most healthy, but I really did not care, as I knew that it would do for the time being.
I also knew that I was not really all too worried about my physical health any more, such as it was that I would have a while ago. I did not ever think that I was going to play foot ball ever again, at that. So I knew that I could eat what ever the hell it was that I wanted, all at the exact same time too, with out having to worry about gaining any sort of weight, or having some thing bad happen to me, none the less.
I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to look away from the typical egg that it was that I did in fact usually like to eat on a morning like it was that I was in fact having right now, all at the exact same time as well. I then began to start to look over to just what it was that looked the best, and the most tasty for me to eat, all at the exact same time too, at that.
There was not much to choose from as to just what it was that I felt like was in fact tasty, all at the exact same time too, but I really did not care all too much if I was not going to lie to my self either, all at the exact same time too. I kind of just stood there, and I then began to start to blink my eyes a few times, as soon as it was that I had caught my eyes on just what it was that I did in fact want to go on ahead and eat all of the sudden.
I kind of licked my lips a little bit, as I knew that no matter what the case was, I was in fact quite a bit hungry, all at the exact same time too, at that. I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to all of the sudden breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too.
I then did in fact begin to start to look at the lady right in to her eyes, all at the exact same time too, as I could tell that she was not amused what so ever, as to just what it was that I was doing. I figured that I might as well go right on ahead and get this over with, all at the exact same time as well. Once it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, all at once, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to speak to the lady, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, as the lady did not seem to care what so ever, as I saw that she did in fact just seem to stare at me with quite a bit of a blank look on her face for just a little bit longer, all at once. As soon as it was that I had in fact managed to calm my self down, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to realize that all of the sudden, that she was in fact paying attention as to just what it was that I was even about to go right on ahead and even say to her, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, as in the end, I did in fact kind of just let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once. I did my best to try to keep my self as normal as I felt like I possibly could all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to continue to go right on ahead, and I began to start to go right on ahead and speak to her, all at the exact same time too, as if nothing had in fact happened what so ever. I knew that of course, she was in fact beginning to start to go right on ahead and she was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to her in the very first place any ways, of course.
"Alright... I would like some biscuits, and some pancakes... Also some chocolate milk with that too..." I said to her, all at the exact same time too, as the chocolate milk was that it was that did in fact sound the best to me if I was not going to lie to my self either. I knew that I loved to drink it, and I knew that whilst it was that I had in fact even been playing foot ball, all at the exact same time too, that I was sadly not ever to able to ever eat that, due to the fact that I knew that I did in fact always have to be on a diet, none the less.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, as I then did in fact just stare at the lady, all at the exact same time too, as I did in fact watch her go right on ahead, and she then did in fact begin to start to put the food on to my trey, all at the exact same time too. She even gave me a little bit extra than it was that she was normally supposed to give people, all at the exact same time too.
It was clear that she was kind of one of those ladies that did not want to let any sort of food go to waste. That was kind of like how it was that my mother even was, all at the exact same time too, which never made all too much sense to me as to just why it was that they were like it. I was sure that this lady at some point might have been how it was that she had struggled to get food, based off of the fact that she worked in a cafeteria and a juvenile hall, all at the exact same time too.
How ever, for my mother, that was not the case what so ever, as I knew that my mother was in fact a business owner, and she was in fact rich. I kind of did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. I knew that I did not like to think about my parents all that much, what so ever, as they had in fact betrayed me.
It was not just due to the fact that they had sent me here due to the drugs that I had in fact been doing. But it was also due to the fact that they never called me, and they never did in fact check in on me what so ever, as that did in fact kind of hurt quite a bit if I was in fact going to be for real with my self, all at the exact same time too.
I was about to dip my head down to the ground, as I was starting to feel a little bit of some signs of depression, all at the exact same time too. How ever, in the end, I then did in fact seem to just stop my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then did in fact just go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to get my mind, and also my focus on to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, none the less.
As it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing, all at once, that was when I then began to start to all of the sudden notice, all at the exact same time too, that the lady was in fact handing the plate over to me, all at the exact same time too. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time as well, as I was in fact quite a bit glad that it had in fact gone a lot smoother than it was that I felt like it would have gone not all too much longer before now.
I kind of began to start to let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time too, at that. Once it was that I had in fact seemed to manage to do as such a thing like that, all at once, that was when the lady with a little bit of a blank look on her eyes, all at the exact same time too, did in fact seem to just go right on ahead, and she then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead and begin to start to speak to me all of the sudden, all at once.
I kind of gulped a little bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. In the end, I then did in fact begin to start to blink my eyes a few times, all at the exact same time as well. I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to the lady, all at once. It was in fact to let her know that I was in fact paying my full attention on to just what it was that she even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
She did not seem to be all too bothered by it either way it was, if I was not going to lie to my self either, as it seemed like she was just going to hold the same blank look that she had on her face long before now, through and through what it was that she was even doing right now. I felt like I should not let it bother me all too much, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that the lady even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"There you go... Have a good day Grant..." She said to me, all at the exact same time too, as based off of the look that was on her face, it seemed like she did in fact feel a little bit forced to say what it was that she had even just said to me, all at the exact same time too, at that. I was sure, like it was that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, all at the exact same time too, that just like every one else that was in fact in this place, she did not like me all too much, what so ever.
I did my best to try to not let it bother me what so ever, all at the exact same time as well, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to stare out in to the darkness that was behind her. It did not seem like the last did in fact care all too much about any of that what so ever, as she just began to start to look away from me, all at the exact same time too.
I kind of felt a little bit bad for just what it was that I was even doing right now, none the less, as I kind of felt like I too might actually be a little bit a part of the problem, none the less. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too. I then did in fact begin to start to wake my self up a little bit, all at once, as I did in fact begin to start to get my mind and my focus off of all of the rest of that other stuff that I had in fact been thinking on long before now, none the less.
As I did in fact seem to just stand there and stare for just a little while longer, I then did in fact begin to start to breath in a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, to try to calm my self down all of the sudden. I then did in fact begin to start to nod to my self a little bit, all at the exact same time as well. Once it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to speak to her, all at the exact same time too.
The lady of course did not look over to me what so ever, to even show any sort of signs of life, or any thing about the fact that she was in fact paying me any sort of attention what so ever, all at the exact same time too. It was a little bit disheartening if I was not going to lie to my self either, but either which way it was that it just so happened to be, I just began to start to continue to speak to her either way.
"Thank you for this... I am sorry for coming so late..." I said back to her, as I did my best to try to apologize to her as to just what it was that I had even just done in the very first place any ways, at that. I did in fact kind of feel a bit bad about it all if I was not going to lie to my self either, as I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at once.
As it was that I had in fact began to start to do as such a thing like that, all at once, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to stare for just a bit more time, all at once. I then in the end, did in fact begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too. The lady did not seem to care all too much about just what it was that I had even just said to her what so ever, all at the exact same time too, as I then did in fact begin to start to see her leave the room that the both of us had in fact even just been in, all at the exact same time too.
It was clear that it was that she was too busy doing what it was that she was trying to do before now, to care a single bit as to just what it was that I had even said to her, now the less. As it was that I had in fact just kind of seemed to stare for just a little bit longer, I then did in fact begin to start to get my trey from off of the top of the piece that it was in fact standing on right now, all at the exact same time as well.
Once it was that I had in fact begun to start to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then all of the sudden did in fact begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well. I then did in fact begin to start to all of the sudden look for a place to sit, all at the exact same time too, as I made sure to search for the most empty spot possible, all at the exact same time too.
I did not want to be around other people what so ever, as I did not want to see the ugly stares that it was that they were in fact going to give me, all at the exact same time too, such as it was that they always seemed to do, all at the exact same time as well. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once, as I saw a table not all too far away from me, all at once, that I then did in fact begin to start to head over to, none the less.
Most of the kids had in fact already left the room, even though we still did in fact have 30 minutes before it was that we even started the day, all at the exact same time too. That was of course due to the fact that some of the kids had gone to go to the gym, or they had gone to go play some basketball, or some thing else of that nature. I kind of wanted to join them, but I felt like it would be a bad idea, as for one thing, every one hated me.
Not only that, but I also knew that I was in fact terribly out of shape, all at the exact same time too, at that. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. As it was that I had in fact seemed to do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to just sit down.
I breathed in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I just stared at the food for just a few moments, before I then took my plastic fork, all at the exact same time as well, and I then did in fact begin to start to scratch in to the food a little bit, all at the exact same time too. I was in fact about to go on ahead and take my first bite in to the nasty frozen pancakes as I was sure.
How ever, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to hear a voice from behind me, all at the exact same time too, as it was clear that they were in fact speaking to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. Of course, I knew that due to the fact that they said my name. How ever, I was in fact a little bit lost as to just why it was that some one had in fact come over to my table, and they had in fact came to speak to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
I kind of just stared at the food that was in fact in front of me for a little bit more time, with a little bit of a blank look on my face, all at the exact same time too. As it was that I had in fact just seemed to sort of do that for a little bit longer, all at once. That was when I then did in fact go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to breath in a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to turn my head over to just what it was that was going on right now, none the less. Of course I did in fact begin to start to stare at just who it was that was in fact speaking to me right now, all at the exact same time too. I immediately noticed the person to be, Johny, all at the exact same time too.
I was kind of annoyed by it if I was not going to lie to my self either, as I felt like I would much rather be alone. How ever, I also kind of felt like I wanted to have at least one friend in this place, none the less. I kind of just did in fact begin to start to breath in a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once. I then did in fact nod to him, all at the exact same time too, to let him know that I was in fact paying my full attention on to just what ever it was that he was even about to go on ahead and say to me all of the sudden.
Once it was that he had in fact seen me do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, that was when he then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and he then did in fact begin to start to continue to speak to me, all at once. I did in fact let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, to try to calm my self down in the mean time, at that. I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me, all at the exact same time too.
"What's up Grant?" He asked me, all at the exact same time too, as I saw that he was in fact looking at me right in to my eyes, as it was clear that he was in fact being for real with what it was that he had just said to me. It was clear that he was in fact interested in just what it was that was even going on with me right now, none the less.
How ever, I did not have much of an answer for him if I was not going to lie to my self either. I knew that every day was in fact the same old boring process that it was that it did in fact feel like every day was for me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less. I was getting a bit tired of it, and it was in fact wearing on me, all at the exact same time too, if I was not going to lie to my self either.
I also kind of felt like I did not want to talk to Johny what so ever right now, either. How ever, it was clear that he was in fact genuinely speaking to me right now. It was clear that he did in fact want to check in on me, and he perhaps did in fact want to be friends with me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
Perhaps that was not the worst thing in the world for me right now. I knew that I was in fact kind of feeling quite a bit alone in this place right now, all at the exact same time too. I kind of felt like I was in fact trapped in a little bit of a hole, and a little bit of a pit, all at the exact same time too.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at once. In the end, I then did in fact kind of just start to get my mind and my focus off of all of that, all at once. I just seemed to stare at my food for a little bit more time, as it seemed like I no longer felt interested in eating it all of the sudden.
I let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self all at once, as in the end, I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to look away from all of that, all at the exact same time too. I then in stead, did in fact begin to start to look over to Johny, all at the exact same time too, once again.
Johny as far as it was that I could tell did not have a single clue as to just what it was that was going on with me right now. I saw his eyes were wide, as it did in fact seem like he was in complete innocence as to just what it was that I was doing, and what it was that was even going on with me right now, all at the exact same time too.
Though, I also felt like I could not blame him for it either, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing, and what it was that I was even thinking, all at the exact same time too, at that. I just kind of felt like I needed to calm my self down. I knew that I needed to regain a little bit of some sort of control over my self, before it was that I felt like I could in fact say any thing to him.
It kind of took me just a few moments, as I knew that I was worn out, and my mind was a little bit foggy, and a little bit in a haze right now. How ever, in the end, it then did in fact sort of kind of hit me quite a bit, all at the exact same time too, as to just what it was that was even going on with me, all at the exact same time as well. I remembered that I had in fact just woken up, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I felt like that was a starting point, as in the end, I did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to blink my eyes a few times over to Johny. In the end as well, I then also did in fact go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to nod to him, all at the exact same time as well, at that. It was clear to me that I was in fact making it a little bit obvious to him, that I was in fact about to go right on ahead and speak to him, never the less.
Once it was that he had in fact seen me do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, that was when I saw that much to my surprise, it did not seem like he was going to hesitate what so ever, but to nod back to me all of the sudden. It was clear to me right now, that he was in fact letting me know that he was in fact paying his full attention as to just what it was that I was about to go right on ahead and say to him, all at the exact same time too, at that.
I did in fact feel quite a bit better, and quite a bit relieved as well, as soon as it was that I had in fact seen him do as such a thing like that. As it was that I had in fact done as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time as well, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to speak to him, all at the exact same time too, at that. I knew that of course, that he was in fact beginning to start to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say to him in the very first place any ways, none the less.
"Yeah, I'm doing alright... Just kind of woke up..." I said to him, all at once, as I kind of began to start to wipe my eyes, as it felt like it was a habit that I had when ever it was that I did in fact say as such a thing like it. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as soon as it was that I had in fact said as to just what it was that I had even said, all at the exact same time too, none the less.
I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could, all at the exact same time too, as in the end, I just kind of began to start to dip my head a little bit low to the ground. I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even doing right now, nor as to just why it was that I was even doing as such a thing like that in the very first place any ways, if I was in fact going to be for real with my self.
I did my best to try to keep some calm, and to try to keep some balance on to just what it was that was in fact going on with me for just a little bit longer, none the less. As I did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for just a little bit more time, I then did in fact begin to start to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh to my self. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm, and as normal as I felt like I possibly could, all at once, once again.
As I did in fact just seem to stand there and stare for a slight bit more time, I then did in fact begin to start to see that he now all of the sudden did in fact have a little bit of a sympathetic look on his face, all at the exact same time too, as it was in fact clear to me that he did in fact feel a little bit bad as to just what it was that I had even just said to him, all at the exact same time too, never the less.
That was of course not due to the fact that he felt like he had done any thing bad what so ever. It was simply just clear that it seemed like he did in fact under stand as to just the way that it was that I was in fact feeling, all at the exact same time too. I was a little bit lost as to just how that was in fact the case, as, as far as it was that I had kind of found out about him, it seemed like he had fit in with every one else as soon as it was that he had got here.
Of course, that was due to the fact that he was in fact a good guy of course, besides his legal trouble, and his legal issues. How ever, I also kind of felt like he still did not really under stand as to just what it was that it was like for me in here what so ever. I did my best to try to keep my self as calm as I felt like I possibly could in the mean time, all at the exact same time too.
As it was that I kind of did in fact just seem to stare for a little bit more time, all at once, that was when I then did in fact begin to start to breath in quite bait of a heavy sigh to my self. I saw Johny go right on ahead as well, as he then did in fact go right on ahead and begin to start to nod to me, all at the exact same time too. It was clear to me that he was in fact letting me know that he was in fact about to go right to ahead and speak to me all of the sudden, none the less.
Once it was that I had in fact seem him do as such a thing like that, all at the exact same time too, that was when I then did in fact blink my eyes a few times all of the sudden. In the end, I then did in fact begin to start to go right on ahead, and I then did in fact begin to start to nod back to him, all at once. It was clear that I was now letting him know that I was in fact paying my attention as to just what it was that he was about to say to me.
I kind of let out a little bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, to try to calm my self down. In the end, he then just did in fact go right on ahead and continue to speak to me either which way it was, all at the exact same time too. I of course did my best to try to stay normal, as I then did in fact begin to start to listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me, all at the exact same time as well, none the less.
"Yeah... I felt the same way when I first got here... You'll get used to it in a little while hopefully..."