MYUNGSOO'S POV
I stood there,mortified.After what happened,I just couldn't believe my eyes.The love I've been hiding for him,the pain and jealousy,all of my emotion have been taken from me,on this hellish day.I feel numb.
Three months later...
Sungjong knew I've love Sungyeol,and now he's been making my life more like a living hell.Telling all of my family members that I'm the one who killed his boyfriend,then,all of my family members ignored me,worser than before.Now I'm sitting on the cold tiles on my bathroom,cutting myself.
Maybe I'm not as numb as I think I am.Maybe I'm just a guy with mixed emotions.Maybe I'm the male version of Cinderella.
Or maybe I could take all the pain,by suicide.
Maybe if I'm dead I could meet Sungyeol.Maybe there he would love me,cherish me,give me the attention.
I shook my head,frantically.Maybe he wouldn't.I washed all the blood and evidence of me cutting before my family members caught me.They would think of me as a phsyco.
After cleaning all the mess in the bathroom,I dropped myself on the bed,letting my mind wonder about suicide.
Well,at least I could try.
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Next morning...
The pain on my wrist is making me wince everytime I move my hands.
Maybe it's worth giving a try,after all.
The bell rang,signifying the school have ended.Good.I ran up the stairs to the rooftop.The sky is beautiful.It's dusk,now.
Bye kids.Bye Mom.Bye Dad.Bye miserable life.Bye Sungjong.Bye teachers.
Bye everyone who didn't give a shit about me.
Hello,the new starting.
I took a deep breath and jumped.
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I fluttered my eyes open,and everything was white.
The walls,the cloacks they're wearing.It's so weird here.
Everyone is staring at me.Well,almost.
There's a really tall guy talking to an old guy in the corner.I quickly stand up because I think I know the tall guy.
I ran and ran until I reached his back.I tapped his shoulder,
"Sungyeol?"I asked.
The tall guy turned his head towards me.It is.
It is Sungyeol.
I hugged him,tightly.
"The thing I need to tell you is that I lov-"
I was cut off by Sungyeol kissing me,
"No need to say it,I already know."He whispered into my ears.
"H-How?"I shot him a questioning look.
I thought I've hid my feelings quite well.
Then after Sungyeol explained everything to me,I have been understanded that Sungjong blackmailed Sungyeol to date him,although Sungyeol have crush on me.
Well,I couldn't care less now,because I'm in a happy place,where I don't have to fake smiles again.
