love on the brain || yr realistic fic

lust

  Bright lights of orange and blues flashing around with the purples and greens. Wilhelm drinking and taking shots of alcohol in his hands. As he sees someone across the room, someone interesting. Someone that wasn't Simon, himself in debt wanting and craving of touch.
"H-Hey! Want to get out of here?" He asked the other guy that was there.
"Sure." He shouted over a bit.
Wilhelm made sure nobody watch him sneak a boy out of the party and taking him back to his room.

As both boys went back to the dorms of the school, Wilhelm got closer to the boy and started kissing him. His lips didn't feel like Simon's, his touch didn't fulfill his craving. This boy wasn't like Simon, it was a stranger he met at a party. Wilhelm just wants Simon's lust, his touch, his lips. His everything. Personal and publicly.

Sitting in the shower as the sun awakens, Simon sitting, burning his skin, hot water and bits touch his own skin. Touch on his arms with his fingers around his wrist, and arms around his waist. The risk of it, his decision of thinking about Wilhelm. The dirty-blonde, brown-eyed boy that loved him.
"Willie." A whisper underneath his breath has taken.
He turned off the water, grabbed his towel and went to his room, does his daily morning routine and goes to school. It was the first day back after Summertime. September. Fall, the year where you do fall in love. He hasn't seen Hillerska in awhile. He doesn't know what to think or what others are going to think. Is this where he belongs? Should he be here right now? He also reminded by his sister Sara and his other friend Felice beside him for support.
  "Hey. It's okay. It'll be just us today, huh?" Sara beside him, comforting him.
He nodded and took a deep breath as he walked up the stairs and into the building. Memories flew back, some good, some bad.

Wilhelm laying in bed before school started, his bodyguard, knocking on his door, he hears them.
  "I'm up! I'm up." Wilhelm's voice was raspy, a bit hoarse.
  "Fun night?" The upperclassman said beside him, slightly smiled at him.
  "I forgot you were here."
  "You did?"
  "Yeah."
  "I can kiss you again."
  "I, I need to get dressed."
The upperclassman kissed him again and again. Wilhelm had gave in, he couldn't ignore it. He pushed back, the upperclassman kisses his neck and gets up from the bed.
  "Take my shirt and number. Mis. My names Mis. One grade above you, graduating this year. See you around, yeah?" He winks, sneaks through the window.
Wilhelm has no idea what just happened, but he put on some pants and his shirt. Hopefully nobody will know it's Mis'. He's just hoping this school year will do good. No drama, no leak sex tape. Nothing.

"Here, I got some bread on the way in the dining room just in case if you didn't eat. What class do you have?" Mis joins up, hands over the bread to Wilhelm.
"Thanks. I got History." He replied back.
"Me too. Do we go to the same class?"
"I don't know. Same hallway?"
"Yeah, first day back baby, we already have the same class, eh?" He said.
As they are walking to the classroom, Wilhelm saw Simon and Sara sitting together, Felice in Wilhelm's seat, guessing he is sitting next to her.
"Willie?" Felice saw him,
"Hey Felice." He replied back.
"Where were you last night? You just sneak off." She whispered to him.
Wilhelm pointed to the guy in secret of who he was with. Felice looked a bit surprised and texted Sara this information quickly before class started. Sara opened her eyes wide, she was surprised as Felice was.
"What is it, Sara?" Simon beside her, curiosity began.
"Um.. nothing, Simon. It's nothing interesting, girl problems." Sara told him.
Simon rolled his eyes and the two girls put their phones away.

Time passes, lunch comes around. Their eyes locked, Simon ignored the locked eyes and continued on to grab some bread and wrap it. He wasn't really that hungry.
  "Hey.." a long hey came over Wilhelm, it was the guy he hooked up with guy.
  "Hi." Wilhelm looked behind him, it was Mis.
  "Want to get out of here?" He asked.
  "Sure."
As they both head out of the dining hall, Mis looked around and grab Wilhelm's hand. As they both walked, they're going to Mis' room.
  "I already missed you." Mis told him, he was being flirty.
Wilhelm closed the blinds, after that even what had happened to him and Simon.
  "Blinds close?" Mis asked.
  "Yeah. I know, it's weird." Wilhelm said, he was craving touch more, but it wasn't Simon. He couldn't get him off of his mind.
Kissing and falling, laughing and being late to class as they were. Mis had a science class and Wilhelm had an english class.

Wilhelm was smiling, something that would make him smile, sex, love, or something else. Simon knew that smile. They were sitting by each other and Wilhelm was just softly smiling.
  "Willie." Simon soft spoken into a whisper.
  "Willie?"
  "Mm. Hi." Wilhelm replied, soft spoken as well.
"You seem.. happy?" Simon told him.
"Well, yeah. I am." He smiled at him, turning his head towards him and then his eyes.
Simon blushed, he raised his hand, asking his teacher if he could use the bathroom. Wilhelm seem like he didn't do anything wrong, he was simply just giving him a sign. A good sign.

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