Broken By You

I can't bare to let you go

Niall's POV:

Myself and Liam had come back to Harry and Louis apartment to pick up their stuff for the wedding I walked upstairs to their room and searched through Harry's wardrobe for another outfit for him and then I found his black blazer from our Up all night tour so I took that and the shirt that went with it, all the decorations we had for the wedding were still at the venue so I took a box which had a load of photos of us all inside it. Once I had everything sorted for Harry I got myself dressed into my chosen outfit for the wedding just as I was finishing getting ready Liam walked in and said 'Are you nearly ready my love' I smiled and grabbed my phone as I said 'Yeah I'm all ready now, I'm really worried about Louis I just know this is going to hit him really hard'. 

Liam hugged me and said 'I know your worried about him my love, but all we can do is be there for him and support him through his grief', myself and Liam left the apartment and made our way back to the hospital once we got to Harry's room we gave Louis his outfit and he went off to get dressed whilst we got Harry ready. 

Louis's POV:

I stood in the bathroom staring at my reflection in the mirror today should have been the happiest day of mine and Harry's life I knew one day I'd have to say goodbye to Harry but never in my whole life did I imagine it would happen so soon, I took a deep breath before walking back out of the bathroom into Harry's room I looked around the room and saw colourful fairy lights hanging around the wall and pictures of me and Harry clipped to the string with little gold pegs. 

Once everyone was there the ceremony began I stood beside the bed holding Harry's right hand 

( H/C = Hospital Chaplain, L = Louis and H = Harry)

H/C: Dearly beloved we are gathered here in the sight of god and in front of your friends and family, to join together Louis William Tomlinson and Harry Edward Styles. And now I believe Louis and Harry have written their own vows. 

L: Harry I still remember the very first day that we met whilst auditioning for the X-Factor, from the moment we got put together in the group I knew straight away that I had feelings for you and that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. There isn't much I regret but what I do regret is not saving you from Zayn in time, If I'd gotten to you quicker then we definitely wouldn't be here right now we'd be on our honeymoon in Italy planning out our future. 

Since we've been together you've made me feel so incredibly happy and together we've made so many memories, and that's what I want to do in the time we've got left together. 

H: My love life was kind of like a fairy-tale I was in love with someone who hurt me and then a handsome knight saved my life, Louis you were that knight. Louis you showed me what real love was like, you made me feel loved and happy. Apart from my family I have never loved anyone as much as I love you, and I only wish we had more time together to do everything we ever wanted to do. 

There is one thing that I want you to promise me when I'm no longer here, promise me that you will never leave One Direction because it's home and that is where you belong. And always remember that if you ever feel alone I will always be with you. 

H/C: Louis and Harry you have made your vows and declared your love for each-other by the giving and receiving of a ring, there-fore it gives me great pleasure to pronounce you husband and husband you may share your first kiss.  

After the ceremony I sat with Harry and we talked and enjoyed each-others company as the afternoon went on I noticed that Harry was looking tired I reached out and took his left hand and that was when I noticed that three of his fingers were starting to go purple, I panicked and pulled the nurses cord a nurse and doctor came in closely followed by Niall and Liam I turned around and said 'Three of his fingers have started to go purple what's happening to my husband'.