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Part 25

The cadets were informed of the same . Everyone started their preparation to give their best shot. Sid and monami were practicing at the drill. Sid looked at monami who just doing was doing the drill with almost no emotions. He did understand how hurt she was but somehow wanted to buckle up and raise up one more time for her and participate in the competition.

Sid was about to talk to her, but sanju held his hand and nodded a no and dragged him to a corner, she pushed him to the wall...with voice utmost concern..   vo apne aap ko handle kar legi dekna!!!

 Sid ears went numb.. forget what she was saying she was never this close to him.. like never...and her eyes wowww.... his heart thumped...kitni beautiful hai...while sanju was explaining things he could not help but notice  how beautiful she was even when she was upclose. Her cheeks were just smooth as a slide and her eyes..his heart fell a little more for her and he sighed..her eyes just showed so much love and concern.. and he saw her nose that was rhyming to her breathe.. it was cute... and he noticed her lips..that was constantly moving as she was talking, his mind blanked out at the second and he captured her lips with his ...in his trance.

Sanju at first was taken back to feel his lips on hers but she to gave in eventually as inner desire popped out finally of her heart... She didnot know she needed this , this much, actually him this much, his warmth this much , as her desires overtake her mind she gracefully gave in her tongue and tried to suck and taste him as  much as possible ..as she ran through her fingers to feel his face ...the kiss continued till they felt short of breathe.. and took a breathe so close that they inhaled the same air..Sid too took heavy breaths and saw her rubbed his fingers on her cheeks gently... Both breathed heavily due to the kiss and the tension was getting more vivider now..

Sanju just could not take her eyes off his lips as she breathed..she wanted to devour it one more time.. Sid to felt her desire..he too wanted to acknowledge her.. but suddenly he came into his senses and gently moved away from her..

Sanju felt disappointed and annoyed at his behaviour before she could speak sid inched away from her thinking something..

In Monami's room 

Monami was pointlessly walking to and fro in her room.. she felt  her life was also going on a pointless direction now..She had joined the academy to make her father proud , but now that she had severed ties with him does all this matter to her...and Karan too doess not love her like he was with papa the whole time...like is she really doing all this for herself now??  You needed this monami??You want to become an army officer?? she questioned herself..

Doctor bhi toh papa ki vajasse ki thi tumne??kya tum life mein kuch bhi kiya hai jo papa ko please karne ke liye na kiya ho??  SHe cursed herself as her tears ran down her cheeks..She felt a vacuum in her heart and in her life.. so empty that her life meant meaningless..

Karan shergill saw her restless from the window of her room.. he wanted to hug her and caress her give her all the love ..he came out of his thoughts when he heard Karan batra enter monami's room..

Seeing him reddened his face and he tighten his wrists wanting to thrash him black and blue...

In monami's room..

Karan batra entered with a loud cheer with pastries in his hand..

Monami came out of her thoghts and smiled meekly at him..

Karan batra too smiled at her knowing she is hurt..for he too knew that whatever she ever did was to please her dad..now that her dad is gone..how much she must have felt alone..

karan batra came out from his thoughts and hugged her..Karan shergill saw this and his head burnt in jealousy...

Back in Monami's room

Monami too hugged him and let a sigh.. someone understood her atleast other than sid.. she thought..and wiped her tears..

Karan batra smiling broke the hug gently and made her sit on her bed and fed her the pastries.. Jaldi ka le varna vo tera khadoos aajayega..

Karan shergill lost it now he was going to enter her room but monami's words stopped him... vo mera khadoos shergil nahi hai..iss academy ka trainer hai bas... She said stuffing her mouth with the chocolate brownie..

Karan shergil heart pained a little on her words..

Back to her room

Karan batra smiled at her  Teek hai meri ma kha le ..pehle... he watched her stuff her mouth with delicacies like a little kid and adored her..

Karan batra gently started the topic.. Sun...

Monami with pastries in her mouth.. Suna...

 Both: Aati kya kandala??  and had a small giggle..

Karan shergill who was watching the banter rolled his tongue in his mouth and bit his teeth out of frustration.. tu aa ke toh dekh tera moh todh dunga main..kandala vandala my foot...

 Back in her room ..

Karan batra:  Iss competition ka kya scene hai..?!!

 Monami still busy stuffing her mouth  kya..hai?!?1 hora hai..academy wale conduct kar rahe hain.. aur kya?!?

 Karan batra smiled and knelt before her.. TU particpate kar rahi hai..

Monami stopped stuffing her mouth with pastries at this question..she licked the pastries that were on her lips out of her angst..

 Karan batra gave a warm smile... tu apne liye kuch karna chahthi hai na ...THis is the chance monu..Participate karle..haar jeet baad mein atleast participate toh kar le..kya pata this might just be the new start you needed... He looked at her positively..

Monami wiped her mouth with tissues.. Patha nahi yaar..main double minded hoon... 

Karan batra: Koi  sandeh mat rakh putri tum uss competition mein part loge Miss monami yeh mera aadesh hai.. He said mimicking tone...

Monami smiled at his antics and bowed and said  Jaisa aap chahe prabhu.. and laughed...though she was not fully convinced she told herself doing something is better than doing nothing ..given her life status now...may be he is correct may be she can finaaly live for herself maybe she thought to herself..

On the other hand Karan just burned in anger...her words prabhu lingered in his mind and he fumed.. Faizi came walking singing and noticed karan standing near monami's window and neared him and assessed the situation

Faizi: agar aise room ke bahar kada raha toh life se bhi bahar ho jayega.. Karan glared straight at faizi's soul...Faizi took a few steps back seeing his glare due to fright..

Karan infuriated walked fast and reach his room...and stood front of his dressing table..

Faizi teek hi toh bol raha tha.. mujhe kuch karna padega..main aise nahi monami ko apne zindagi se door jane nahi de saktha he told himself...

In sid's room Sid rushed and closed his door... yeh kya kiya tune.. He got the glimpses of his kiss Nahi yaar sid...ab vo tujhe kutegi...maar khane ke liye ready ho ja sid... He slapped himself and fell on his bed...

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