Dear Jennie,
Three months of preparations was over. You are soon-to-be Hanbin's wife after the ceremony tomorrow. And in those three months, I saw how Hanbin looked at you lovingly. With those eyes looking at you, I could tell that he will take care of you, to be with you through think and thin. That he will cherish you for the rest of his life.
I tried my best to be professional being your official photographer for the pre-nup shoot. Looking at the both of you, clicking the camera while telling you to smile at each other lovingly is a whole new way of telling myself face to face that you'll never be mine. I endured everything Jennie. If you only just knew.
All my wishes right now is like my beloved camera. How I wish I could have DISPLAYed my feelings to you before when there was still a chance. How I wish I could have FOCUSed my goal of making you mine instead of being a quitter. How I wish that I CAPTUREd a lot of good moments when you are still by my side. Because Jen, all I felt now is pain. Pain that I never thought would kill me inside.
If only.
If only I could just easily DELETE my feelings for you, Jennie Kim. I would have done it in a heartbeat.
Love,
Your Forever Lili 💕
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