Hellooo everybody! Long time no see! Yes, I'm very sure that many of you might have thought that I died or something. ;-; Well, in fact, I didn't. But now seriously, though, I know that all of you might have questions...Why did I stop uploading or writing this book all of a sudden for straight up a year? Well, the answer is...I was absolutely stalemated due to the plot of this book. Originally, when I first started this book, it was just for a new experience and fun. I had no steady plot and no complete seriousness about making this a perfect book with a ton amount of planning. So throughout the way, I obviously hit a point where I had no idea how to bring the story forward and couldn't think of any ways for months actually.
Now, yes, I should have notified YOU, my readers, but I didn't, because well...I felt really bad and pressured. I thought that I should keep going on with this book and think of a way so that nobody feels sad due to this book discontinuing, but that just made my brain clog up more. Since I was also working on three books, including this one at the same time, I was getting distracted by planning plots for all three of them. And since burnout got to me so bad, that I stopped writing this book including my other two books for a while.
Though, another thing is that, as I grew up in my writing pathway, I started really feeling embarrassed by this book. I didn't like how it was written so badly compared to my other writing works as I continued improving. It was just very embarrassing for me because it's my fetus self's writing at the end of the day ;-; But that also made me not want to ever touch the book even once or look at it. Cause the fear of not knowing what to write and embarrassment just filled me.
But then the reason that I didn't delete this book was because of the same reason as discontinuing it and also because all my writing that I did at the past will be pointless. Yes, I was basically conflicted. T-T
I really have to say that I am extremely extremelyyyyy sorry, for every single one of you that liked and read this book. I am sorry for the bottom of my heart and feel extreme regret till the core of my guts. Please forgive me. ;-;
And now sadly and unfortunately...I officially discontinue this book and if it still burdens me, then I may even unpublish it someday.
Because this was a weight that I swear, I've been carrying for more than a year now and I need had the need to tell you guys this.
Sorry for everything and thank you for reading this book.
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Dear Tree BTS x Namjoon (DISCONTINUED)
FanficNamjoon was from a normal family. He had a good education and enough money for his future but the only two things that Namjoon didn't have was, love and care. Namjoon's parents were very busy people, they were so busy that they didn't care about the...
