Bandcamp flew past and I was staring at 10th grade in the eyes which was okay at first. The first day was going well until my last period of the day. The class itself was fine. It was chemistry, thinking I would have a decent end of the day. I met the teacher over the summer so i knew what to expect she greets me and tell I can sit anywhere so i chose to sit at the back of the class with my cousin and another classmate of our’s before i could even get comfy in my seat i heard people talking loud outside and laughing I knew exactly who it was too. I told my cousin who it was all she said was “damn girl you think so” i quickly replied “yep i know so that’s Dee” . She gave me some hope that he might be going next door to the other class. Honestly, she spoke way too soon in my opinion. He came to the door grabbed the paper from the teacher I turned my face as quick as i could looking at my cousin she said “don’t look up” he looked around then class and spotted a seat at the back my cousin shook her head at me and said “ummm cousin it's too late he’s coming your way” all I could do was shake my head telling myself “it just had to be chemistry class really?”. Dee sat right beside me with a big smile “Hey shawty”. “Hey, how you doing?” I said with a grin. At that moment i knew that i had fucked up by sitting there but oh well i had to live with it for a couple of months. My cousin and I finished the assignment and started talking about band practice. That conversation ended fast and another started quicker. We stayed on the topic for a while until class ended. “See that wasn’t bad now was it?” my cousin asked “ just wait he hasn’t shown his otherside yet something is off with this guy and I don’t know what it is but I'll find out Sooner or later” i explained. She shrugged her shoulders and asked “ why do you think that?” I shrugged my shoulders confused “ I don’t know I just got this weird feeling though and it ain’t right”. We headed to practice trying not to think about it but it was hard. A few weeks passed and one particular day he missed class. I was confused the next day I saw him. I spoke to him and he’s straight dry with me the entire day. The next day after that we’re in chemistry class he was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. While finishing my work on my laptop he taps me on the shoulder showing me a picture on his phone. It was him holding a baby boy. I knew then why I got that feeling at the beginning of school.”Awe cute is he yours?” I asked. He told me he didn’t know and I understood that but I could also tell that the baby in his arms was in fact his. That conversation ended quickly without the drama I didn’t have time for it. I was stressed enough.
