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NO!!!!

I was stalking YouTube because my best friend, Jordan, said she would be uploading a video at 6:30 and that I don't want to miss it. As I go onto her channel, I see that she just uploaded a video... called suicide. Immediately, I click it so I can know what's happening. "Hey guys", says Jordan, as se appears on the screen. "I just wanted to tell you guys that I love you all and I'm so sorry that I'm doing this, but I cant handle it anymore. The world is horrible and I'm leaving it tonight and I know exactly how I'm going to do it." The screen goes blank and I just sit there, in shock, until what I just saw came creeping up on me. I stand up, grab my keys, get in my car, and rush to Jordan's apartment; praying I can get there quick enough.
When I reach her apartment door, momentarily forgetting I have keys to it. I struggle with the keys then finally manage to get the door open, and what I see... Will haunt me forever.
"NO!!". I scream as I drop to my knees, staining my pants with Jordan's blood. I reach to check for a pulse but there isn't one. I call 911 and tell them the address, praying to all the gods that maybe I just can't find her pulse, maybe she's still alive. The paramedics get here and push me away, then after a minute of them checking her, look back and shake their head, shes gone.
A police officer pulls me aside and asks what happened, I mutter that it was a suicide, and if you want to know for sure as evidence, just go check her YouTube channel. They load her body and get one last glimpse at my best and only friend, she's pale and blood stained and limp and she just looks... so... wrong.