Everything sucks.✌️

Chapter 2- Taydin Zigglerr

Greyson👆👆

Greyson lives with me and it has its ups and downs but most of the time its great. I just feel like he's going to break up with me because I feel like I expect to much from him. Like for him to always be around me, and I've told him this and he always says I'm not going anywhere unless you want me to. I really need to realize how freakinn lucky I am to have him..

Well off of that subject, I'm going to tell you a few stories about my ""curse.""
Around December 7th
Taydin is a friend of the family, he is quite tall, has a city boy and a country boy side(His country side is way hotter in my opinion), he usually wears his hair to a point, has amazing body and face structure.. The first day I met him I knew I had feelings for him simple, but how is it possible to fall that fast so I just thought to myself Aalayieh, it's a little crush. You'll get over it within like four days of not seeing him.

Wellllll... That didn't happen.. He kept coming over every weekend and sometimes during the weekdays.. (Greyson did the same just more often during the week. We weren't dating then.)(We started December 30th)(Butttt I still had a huge crush on him❤️)
Taydin and I started talking even more and more, we were becoming really good freinds. One weekend they were working on cars and it got pretty late so he stayed the night, we were all in the living room watching a movie. My dad, his girlfriend Nicole, my sister Jaedan, and Greyson on the big couch and Taydin on the small couch, the only place left to sit was next to Taydin, so I sat down. We were watching 2 Fast 2 Furious. I got cold so I ask my dad to throw me my favorite blanket(A tie blue and green one) Taydin covered up also. As the movie went on I was getting a little sleepy, I put my feet to the right more so they would touch him, and I thought to myself "What am I doing? He doesn't like me like that. God you're an idiot." but then a hand appeared on my inner thigh. It was Taydin's.?! What the hell is his hand doing on my leg?!? I flinch as it appeared, he mouthed to me "it's alright." "Just go with it." The others fell asleep, as did I, on Taydin's shoulder.. I woke up around 3 a.m. He was awake. I looked over to the bug couch, Greyson was the only one there. Passed out. "Why are you awake?" I whispered. "Couldn't sleep, and you're much more beautiful than anything I could dream about." He replied in a hush sly voice. After blushing like an idiot for about 3 seconds I finally responded with "Whatever. Ahhaha" "No seriously." He said in a very serious monotone voice. "Mmmkay." I said rolling my eyes. He leaned in to kiss me. I knew it was i bad idea, but I kissed him back anyway.. And soon I was on top of him, we were making out like crazy, he was horrible by the way, I barely gave him any access for his tongue, but he managed to shove it down my throat anyway, and I went with it. I suppose to right? I liked him. I had to. As these thoughts rolled through my head I decided to do the same, even though it didn't feel right. Litterly 0 to 100 real quick. While we were making out he decided to lay down the long way so without breaking the kiss, we laid down. I began thinking about Greyson. If he woke up he'd be heart broken, but we weren't dating, so who cares right? Taydin could tell something was wrong. He asked if he wanted to slow down. "No." I replied. I guess he jumped right at the opportunity that I said no. He tried putting his hands down my pants. I move a little hoping to send him a "no" signal, but obviously this boy thought it meant more. I couldn't stop thinking about Greyson.. As Taydin kept trying to get access into my pants I kept moving a little here and there to stop it. He finally sensed something, and asked yet again if anything was wrong. I thought a little bit, and said "I don't want to wake anyone up." "Alright. I totally get it, so wait until another day.?" He asked "Yeah, sure." He slowed down a bit and we continued to make out. This went on for about an hour then we decided to stop and go to sleep. We cuddled up with each other and drifted off 💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤💤

I was awoke around 8:15 by people talking. We were still cuddling I jumped up quickly hoping Greyson hadn't seen us, but he was no where to be seen. I asked Nicole if she has seen him. "I haven't seen him since I came down here at 6:30." "Fuck." I reply.
"Did you guys get into a fight or something?" She asked quietly. "No, buuutttttt...."
"But what?" She asked.

-You see. Nicole is like my bestfriend, even thought she's my fathers girlfriend. I can tell her anything.-
"Me and Taydin, kinda like uhh made out last night.."
"What?!!" She "screamed in a very loud whisper.
"I didn't mean to! It was an accident!" I whispered.
"You better hope Greyson didn't see you two."
"I know, and so do I!" "So you have no idea where he is?"
"No, like I said I haven't seen him since I came downstairs."
"Fuck. That means he saw us cuddling."
"Girl, You better choose who you want, and fast."
"Yeah, I know.." And I know Greyson would treat me so much better, but Taydin is so sweet but I think it's all an act.. I.. Uhh. ..Fuck. I hate everything. I'm going to feed my horse."
"Mmkay.. Don't hurt yourself hunn."

I was not ready for a 2 hour ride sitting in between Greyson and Taydin..

When I came back into the house Greyson was sitting on the island talking to Nicole. I didn't hear much, they both stopped talking as soon as I opened the door.
"Hey what are y'all talking about?" I asked curiously.
"Ooh nothing. Just life." Nicole said out loud but then mouthed to me 'I'll tell you later'
My dad came downstairs and said "Who's ready to go shoooooooping?!"
Everyone laughed.
My little sister Jaedan came down stairs "Obvii me! Eeek!"
We all piled in the truck and let me tell yah. It was the most awkwardest ride/situation I've ever been in..

After 6 hours(the ride there and the shopping time.)
The ride back was even worse.. I was super tired and I didn't know who to lean on.. So I looked at Taydin in a confused look, and he covered me up with a blanket that was next to him all three of us covered up Taydin pointed to Greyson and told me to lay on him, so I attempted to but he jerked away, not even making eye contact with me. Taydin grabbed my hand under the blanket. I looked at him and smiled. He made me really happy, but I knew Greyson could make me happy too. I think I know what my decision is,