TW ⚠️ eating disorder
Heyyy Guys sooo this my very very first chapter and I'm really excited how you guys like it. It may be kinda boring but I promise you it will get better! Love yaaaa
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Chiara Donato
Rain pouring all over my body hiding the tears on my face. This façade I had been pulling up for years slowly began to fall apart. While walking down the street, feeling that bitter metallic taste on my mouth. He slapped me, hit me treated me as I was nothing. I couldn't feel or hear anything except the non ending echoing sound of a gun. I saw blood I.."Chiara" Olive my manager woke me up from my re alerting thoughts.
"You walk in 5! Don't you dare zone off again! If you ruin this, I will take you with me to my grave! Rush!"This woman. She always finds a way to destroy my mood,my life, my everything. What she said right now is nothing from the disgusting things she has said to me. Over my body. If she knew how easily I could destroy her..slowly but painfully.. I would..
"CHIARA. Stop being such a bitch and start walking it's your turn in 2. Gosh why do I have always to remind you like a babysitter"
I just nodded. If I say something to her right now the next few months would be even worse.
My hairstylist fixed quickly my hair. I looked myself in the mirror slowly caressing the thin satin fabric of the lingerie I had to present today.(Just imagine her with long dark brown hair and if you would want another look just write it in the comments and I'll change it :))
The material hugged my body perfectly. I kinda wished it would have been a little bit more revealing but you can't change the mind of the designer itself.
I walked to the steps because I was the next one. "Oh Dio, aiutami!" I said under my breath. As I stepped on the runway all the cameras were already flashing. I loved this feeling. Having all the attention to myself, after all I was the reason they all came here. It was my first time walking on a runway in my country, Italy .As I walked to the front I noticed a man sitting at the VIP area. But because I need to be fast I only saw his blue eyes. I bet he was handsome omg.
As I reached the steps to the backstage area the voice of my manager was the only thing I could hear "CHIARA WHY DIDNT YOU DO THE POSE I TOLD YOU TO DO.I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO BE YOUR MANAGER"
"Then quit. I don't want you crusty ass either" I said to her regretting it immediately knowing that she would humiliate my in 2 seconds.
"You are so ungrateful. Without me you would have been nothing. Without me you wouldn't have lost all this weight and you would have never become that model that you are right now! Ungrateful bitch"
She stormed away. I hated her! And every time she started to talk about my weight and body I felt even more self conscious as I am right now. I guess she is right due to her I became so "famous". But because of her my eating habit was getting less and less. But what made it worse was that nobody noticed that there is something wrong with me. My friends, my family no one.
I went to my dressing room to get dressed and take my things when I noticed flowers on my dresser. Peonies my favorite flowers. I opened the envelope that came with the flowers
"Sei stato fantastico! L.G" [you looked amazing] I read out loud.
" BITCH WHOS LG? YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND ? AND YOURE HIDING THAT FROM YOUR BETSIE!?!? COME TO PERMETTI?!"[how dare you]
"Dude Cami, Mi hai spaventato a morte! Non so chi sia questo" [you have scared the shit out of me! I don't know who this is]
I wish I knew tho.
"Looks like Someone has un ammiratore segretooo" [secret admirer] she smirked
"Wipe that smirk out of your face, you know I don't want a relationship at the moment" I packed my things and together and we left.I felt exhausted. As I got ready for bed someone opened the door "Tesoro, Chiara sei stata fantastica! La mia bellissima figlia!" [Sweetheart, Chiara you looked amazing! My beautiful daughter!] my father said while hugging me. I was the only family he had left. "Chi ti ha comprato dei fiori? " [who bought you flowers]
"Cami brought me those. She wanted to congratulate me for the show"
"Ah great, your mother also loved peonies dear" he said looking at them with awe
" I know papá, I know" i wish she was here
"Tesoro, vai a letto che è tardi. Ti amo!" [ sweetheart go to bed. I love you] he hugged me.
As he walked away I noticed his gun in his pocket.
He never carried a gun in my presence... This isn't good..Something bad will happen, I can feel it.
Laying in bed I took a glimpse to the flowers once again "L.G. Chi sei?" [Who are you?]THE FIRST CHAPTER IS OUT YAYYY!!! I hope you guys like it . I know it's kinda bad but it's my first book sooo please please be kind❤️ if you have any suggestions for the plot or what I could do better don't hesitate to write it !!!❤️PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT LIVELIES BYEE❤️
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