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DEREK
We lost him. I've lost him. And I feel like I'm gonna die. I laid on my bed, my eyes wanting to shut but for some other reason, I don't shut them.
I felt lonely, missing. I felt empty again. I was supposed to protect him but I just let that Osvaldo guy pin me, watching Sorin getting taken away from me. I wanted to reach out to him again. I didn't want him to leave me again.
I sat up slowly, looking down on my lap emotionlessly. I gripped on the sheets tightly before feeling a single tear fall off my eye.
I sobbed, clenching on my pillow tightly as I felt like I was gonna have a full on crying session. A lot more tears fell off my eyes as I cried and cried silently. This was the second time I've cried. I have cried when I was kid.
Tears fell off my eyes then landed on the sheets, having difficulty breathing slightly. I hated this.
I hate Silas.
SORIN
I slowly woke up, groaning quietly as my head ached a lot. This was one of the worst feelings. I looked at my side then saw the man. I looked closely until I realized... Silas...
I looked away from him, breathing heavily. It can't be him. He left. He said he'll never come back. They said he was dead.
I slowly laid back down, nails digging on my shoulder as I try to calm myself down. Silas lied. He lied that he was gonna die. THEY lied to me that he was dead.
I gasped as I felt a hand slowly slither on my waist from behind. "Sorin..?" I heard Silas call me. "Y-yes..?" I replied, stuttering from being tense.
"It's too early, darling. Go back to sleep." He said before pulling me close to his chest. I whispered an "Okay." before shutting my eyes tightly. Maybe he was just his cousin that looks the same as him. Maybe...
My breathing was shaky until I managed to get a hold of it. "I'm sorry for lying, Sorin." He whispered before slowly turning me to him. Our eyes met. Those eyes were the same color...
"Sorin..." He called out. "Why did you lie, Silas...?" I asked, leaving him shocked.
"Sorin, I'm sorry... I didn't want to lie to you nor leave you. It had to be done-" "By lying to me..? Leaving me? I have been waiting for you ever since mom died." I argued, my memories coming back to me.
"I can explain, so please Sorin. Listen to me." He pleaded but I snapped. "Why would I listen to the person who left me alone? Why would I listen to the person who I supposedly loved then lied to me? Why, Silas?" I asked, looking at his shocked and saddened face.
"Sorin. Please, I want to talk things out with you..." He begged as he slowly took my hand, rubbing small circle using his thumb.
I remember now. From the time when we met, until the time where my other four brothers told me that Silas died.
I feel too tired for this...
Author's note!
Hello everyone! So my plan for the next chapter was the past.
Anyways, I hope you enjoy and have a good day.
P.S. I miss u
