Horrid Abuser × Reader

bulid a bear

Tw:sexual assault,SH,rape

I wake up from a long night. I played on my pc most of the night I think I got like 3 hours of sleep. I get out of my bed and decide to have a shower. I grab some nice clothes and towels then hop in the shower. I am washing my hair then I see wilburs razor blades that he puts in his razor. My hand hovers over it thinking about how I have been clean for almost 3 weeks. I can't but I mean a few would not hurt. I pick up the blade and graze it across my skin seeing the red seep out of my cuts. It makes me feel relaxed and free. It's been so long I wash off the blade and put it back where I found it. And continue having a shower like nothing happened. I use my towel to dry off and get bandaids to put on my cuts. I put on a cute but comfy outfit. I walk out the bathroom into my room putting my clothes away in my laundry basket. I walk back in to the living room where i sit on the couch and decied to go on tiktok for a while. I see will come out of his room and go into the bathroom. I hear the water start running hes probley having a shower. I keep watching tikok. Then i hear will come out of the bathroom.

"y/n is this yours" He says pointing at the razor blade that had a bit of blood on it. Shit I thought I washed off the blood.I look away from him as he comes and sits down beside me.
"Show me your arms"will says trying to get me to look at him. He turns me around to face him and lifts my sleeves up.He sees the banaids and asks if he can take them off.i say sure knowing im in deep shit. He takes off the bandaids.

"*Sigh* y/n i thought you where clean"wilbur says looking at me worried.
"i was but i looked at that blade and it just happned."i said looking at him with a blank exppresion.Wilbur gets up and goes to get achchol wipes so my cuts dont get infected. He comes back with the wipes and starts to wipe down the cuts. It feels like poprocks are going off in my arm. I hate it but its kinda cute that he cares. my parents would say run it under water and just not give a shit.He keeps saying im sorry as he can tell it is painful.He throws out the wipe and gives me a hug.
"I know its hard but please try to stop okay i love you"Will says squeezing me.
"i love you too" I say tearing up a bit. It has been so long since somone has said that to me.I squeeze him harder saying im sorry and him resurring me that its gonna be okay. He tells me i cant have any sharp items right now fuck this again.Its not like i am a toddler.We chill for a little bit in silence.
"wanna go to the mall?" will says looking at me in the eyes.
"sure"i say back "right now"
"ya"he says back . I go to the door and get my shoes and bag with money in it. Will trails behind.I get in the passnger seat and will gets in the drivers seat.Its a farly short drive about 25-30 minutes from are house. We start playing devil town by cave town. Im jaming out but wilbur does not know any of the lyrics. After awhile we arrive at the mall. I hop out of the car and grab my bag closing the door. We decied to go threw the toy r us door and look at all the cool looking toys. I love toys. My room is filled with stuffies lego and just random toys. I found the calico critters so cute i buy some little baby hedgehogs we check out a walk around. Im holding onto wilbur as we walk since I get bad anxitey around pepole even if i know them.
"wanna go to bulid a bear?" Will asks
"omg ya i love bulid a bear" i say back. We walk into bulid a bear and i get so exited i pick out a brown bunny i named it wilbur. I watch them stuff my bear and put a heart in them. The emplyee asks if i want to put a voice inside my bear i said yes. I asked will to do it for me he gladly said yes.
"i am in your bear you will never be able to get rid of me "wilbur says into the voice box. They put the voice box in the bear. After that i pick out some clothes for it i try to make it look like wilbur i picked out a grey beenie and a yellow sweatshirt for it. They also had a mini guitar i just had to buy. I dressed him up as we where about to chekout a kid comes up to wilbur and asks for a picture he says yes and i buy the bear. I aslways loved the boxes they put the bears in it looked like a little house.
"i need to go to the bathroom" i say walking out of bulid a bear.
"same i just did not want to ruin the mood" will says back laughing
"there is a bathroom right there" will says pointing.We both go to the bathroom.I wash my hands and wait for will outside his bathroom. A guy was about to walk into the bathroom but he stopped to talk to me.
"what are you doing" the man said to me
"oh im just waiting for a freind"i say back. he grabs me by the wrist and drags me into the bathroom.
"hey get off of me" i say
He throws me into the bathroom stall with him and cloeses the door and covers my mouth.I see a bunch of men blocking the stall saying stuff like i cant wait till its my turn or hope SHE is not worn off when it is my turn.turn? was i like a gift or somthing. I tried to scream but his hand had a tight grip on my mouth. Tears started to roll down my face. The man started to try to take my shirt off he was not able to so he had to get one of his freinds to pin my arms. He starts kissing my neck and trying to take off my pants. He started kissing lower and lower while all his freinds held me back. I kept banging my arms and back on the wall trying to escape I bet i had a bunch of bruises. I start to feel tired giving in. Was this gonna be how i died. It was another mans turn he was big and strong his grip was crazy. His freinds took off my pants and started kissing my thighs i was covered in hickys. It hurt. I try to squirm again but somone puts there hand on my neck. I just gave up. I hear a familer voice yelling my name. IT WAS WILL I tried to scream but he just made it hard to breath. I hear will yelling my name saying it was gonna be okay.all the men on the outside of the stall were gone. I heared them screming as they left my eyes my eyes or somthing like that. There where still 3 guys in the stall tho restraining me. I hear will pounding on the door with his hole body after about 6 trys the door swings over breaking the door.
"cover your eyes" he says spraying pepper spray at the 3 guys. They all run away. i open my eyes to see will he runs over and hugs me.