You Are My Home. ( L.S. )

pretty boy driving

we all headed to my house, no one needing directions since this used to be the place we to all the time.

I was the first one there and I got out of my car right as another one pulled in.

Me and Louis made eye contact but I quickly made a turn and started to walk inside.

I went in the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle before emptying it and rushing downstairs, filling it up with vodka. 

I knew I had time because I don't think Louis would come in here without any of the other boys but then again I don't really know Louis that well anymore.

I walked upstairs to find them all calling my name

"what" I asked annoyed as I walked in the living room

"why does it look like you've been living in the living room?" Liam asked as a joke but still referring to the3  opened suitcases with clothes spilling out of it and the white blanket and pillow on the couch

"kinda have been."

"what why?" Niall asked

"Just a lot of reminders in this house" I mumbled though everyone heard it clearly

I looked over at Louis and he looked at me before I shook my head and looked down as I let out a teethy smile before chugging my 'water'

"Its all good though, probably gonna get rid of most the shit in this house" I chuckle

"why" 

why. the first word he's said. 

the first time I heard his voice.

"Because it's pretty useless now don't you think?" I asked as I looked at him with squinted eyes and a duh face

I walked over to my clothes and picked out a light pink shirt and changed my black jeans to sweats. I walked out of the room with the clothes in my hand before changing in the bathroom.

I walked back out with my dirty clothes and threw them in the laundry basket I pulled myself out of this morning.

I walked back in the living room and sat back on the couch starting to look for my phone around me before I heard a throat getting cleared

my head snapped up to see them all looking at me

"Yes?" I asked confused 

"wanna go downstairs and play some video games?" Niall asked

"sure"

I got up and they all followed as we walked through a couple hallways before finally getting to the basement.

I walked down, flipping the lights on and it was the same as always.

I walked to the bar and went straight for the vodka. there was already an empty bottle on the top and I could see the boys looking at me.

"The video games are were they were last time"

I heard them all walk to the games but someone sat at the bar.

I looked to see Niall

"Wanna make me one too"

"what would you like?"

"I will just have whatever you're having" he said 

I smiled, I forgot Niall was a fun one to drink with.

"Comin up." I said with an evil smirk

I pulled out two glasses before looking through my options smiling when I found the one that I wanted.

I found Sunset Rum.

Nialls eyes went wide

"Are you trying to kill me mate?!" He yelled getting everyones attention

I actually laughed out loud throwing my head back.

I haven't laughed for a long long time so hearing my laugh was quite different.

"if you don't want to I could get you something els"

"no" he said right away

"you sure" I smiled

he shook his head yes hesitatingly.

I knew that they were all cautious and that they were doing anything for me to open up once again, they just wanted to be like we were before.

it wasn't gonna happen, I won't let it. that doesn't mean I can't have a little fun with Niall who I was closest to out of them all. well except for Louis of course.

I poured it in the glasses and Niall just looked at it for a while. I rolled my eyes with a small smirk before taking it and downing it, along with mine too.

I could feel him watching me as I didn't give much of a reaction.

"You don't have to drink with me Niall" I laughed at him

he took offense to that and I could see it in his face

he took the bottle and took a small chug

he broke away from it coughing.

"Damn Harry"

I smiled before taking the bottle and chugging my own, I walked over to the couch with the bottle still in hand just watching them play video games. 

It had been about an hour and me and Niall have just finished the bottle. Zayn tried it too but only a couple times, I was the one who drank most of it.

Niall was drunk and im pretty sure I am too.

I gasped out of nowhere catching all of the boys attention

"What" Zayn asked 

"We should go get some fuckin ice cream and fries." 

"Lets go" Niall slurred a bit as he agreed

Me and Niall got up before walking up the stairs. the boy immediately got up following us seeing as we were tripping up the stairs.

"Who's car are we taking?" Niall asked

"mine, I like mine"

"You are not driving" Louis said as he looked at me

I stared at him before I started walking over to him and just stared at his face. I took my hand and and moved a strand of his hair to the side so it wasn't in his face. 

"pretty blue eyes" I whispered as he stared at me with huge eyes "too bad they're not mine anymore" I laugh coldly as I stumble over to my keys before he reacted

"Im driving"

"N-No you're not" Louis stuttered before coming up to me and taking my keys

"Harry he is right. we can take your car but your not driving" Liam said

I crossed my arms and sighed before saying "Fine"

I walked out of the house and walked over to my car getting in the passenger seat

Louis came to the drivers seat and the rest of the boys sat in the back

"You guys are letting pretty boy drive my car but not me?" I asked with wide eyes

they all laughed at me. 

"its not funny! he's crashed two of my cars!" I yelled with a tiny jokingly tone

"Sit back" Zayn laughed

"Yeah ill be putting on my seat belt too" I mumble to myself but they heard it and once again laughed at me.

I looked at Louis and he had a faint blush

wonder why pretty boy is blushing 

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