The Sky Under The Sea. {Sequel To Lead Me Out Of The Dark.}

Chapter 17:Faithless Living.

"Baby, wake up."

"She'll be fine Austin, the doctor said to just let her sleep. So close the bunk curtain and leave her to sleep in peace."

"I'm awake now." I yawn and open my eyes. Austin looks at me and smiles. "Baby you scared the shit out of me." I laugh and give him an apologetic smile, "Sorry, I didn't know I was going to pass out like that." He leans over and kisses me. "You should cancel your set today."."Alan are you stupid? I did that enough on warped." Alan just rolls his eyes and shrugs. I can't keep doing this to fans so I refuse.

"Zundra I have something for you!" Aaron calls out from the front. I gently lay the now sleeping Robert in his crib then quietly close the door behind me. "What is it?" I ask confused. Aaron scratches the back of his neck and hands me the bag in his other hand. I take out the box that's inside and look at it. "Pregnancy tests?"."Yea, Austin asked me to pick some up for you." I nod my head. "Thanks?" He smiles and looks out the window. "Go ahead, go have fun. Tell Austin to enjoy himself." He smiles and practically runs outside.

"Negative, negative, negative." I repeat to myself for 5 minutes. I pick up the three tests I did and read them slowly. "No, no, no. Fucking positive!" I throw the test in the garbage and slam my fist into the door. "God dammit!." I shout. This baby it needs to be gone. It seems so wrong to say that but it's for the best.....right? Time to get drunk.

"Thanks for watching him again, I owe you big time." I slur as I close PTV's door behind me. I stumble to my car and pull out my keys. "Zundra, give me the keys." I turn around to see a blurry Alex. "Hey Alex, I'm just on my way to get an abortion." I try to turn back around to my car but he grabs my wrist and starts to drag me somewhere. "No you're not." He mumbles. Where the fuck is he taking me?

"Austin, help me out here." Alex calls out. I look up to see I'm in front of Austin's bus, shit. "Zundra? Is she drunk?" I feel somebody grab me, the next thing I know is I'm being pulled onto the bus and being sat on the couch between Tino and Phil.

"Where was she?"

"Trying to get in her car,"

"What?!"

"I know, I saw her and asked her to give me the keys and she said she was on her way to get an abortion?"

"She what?"

I see Austin walk by and go in the bathroom. I hear him going through something, then he comes out and looks at me with disgust. "You're fucking pregnant with my kid and you're trying to kill it? Who the fuck are you?" He throws the test at me and storms out of the bus.

"Are you fucking stupid?"

"Austin wanted another kid!"

"He probably doesn't even want to see you."

"Guys, have you ever thought about how she feels? How this is hard enough on her?" I mentally thank Alan but in reality, I couldn't say anything, I didn't know what to say. I got up stumbled down the stairs and outside. I need to find Austin.

I looked for hours and I couldn't find him anywhere. I started knocking on every bus door asking for Austin. "David, please, I-" Right before I could finish I felt everything rise up to my throat. I turn away from the door and David and start throwing up. "Fuck Zundra, jesus christ." I feel him rubbing my back. I wipe my mouth with my sleeve and start feeling light headed. "You need sleep."

The next thing I know I was being carried onto Breathe Carolina's bus and being laid in a bunk. As soon as I lay my head on the pillow I pass out cold.