His Property [English]

Chapter 10

After Sigyn offered to help them, Lauren avoided the subject as much as she could. Of course, she sometimes tried to talk to her about the subject when they were spending time together. The two women had become friends, in a sense, in the weeks that followed; it passed the time better than getting lost in thoughts of what exactly would happen at birth. Still, the time with Sigyn helped her only to a certain extent; after all, it was impossible to ignore her growing belly. Loki was often absent and, although he was friendly with her, he remained distant. The fainting spells had become more frequent as the pregnancy progressed, and Loki had to use more of his Seidr to keep her warm. She closed her eyes as she leaned her head against the wall. Absentmindedly, Lauren began to caress her belly. What would the child look like? Would it look like Loki with black hair or would it be her hair color? Would it be a girl or boy? What would the child's life be like? Endless questions buzzed around in her head that she would probably never have an answer to since she would not be a part of the child's life. Unconsciously, a tear began to run down her cheek.

"Lauren?" asked Loki; hastily she wiped the tear away and looked to him. "Is everything all right?"

"Yes, of course, everything is fine," she said bitingly.

"What happened?" he asked, his voice still calm. He walked over to the desk and put a book down on it. "Is it about the baby?"

Lauren laughed hollowly. "The baby is always the topic, Loki! Or are you so busy that you don't even notice that time is passing and we are nearing birth?"

"I'm busy because I want to find some way for you to survive the birth," he said, and Lauren could tell his jaw was tense.

"Looking for some impossible way doesn't change the fact that I'm not going to survive it and I'm not going to see this child grow up."

He walked over to her and sat down next to her, gently holding her by her upper arms "I promise you I will find a way."

She shook her head before turning from his grip and standing up. "Why should I believe you? You are the god of lies." -She turned to him- "Besides, why would you want me alive? I'm a mere mortal, whether I die in a few months or in eighty years, it's just a blink of an eye to you-"

"Because I love you!" he suddenly interrupted her. Lauren looked at him in surprise and opened her mouth, but couldn't say a word. Loki suddenly realized what he had said and got up from his seat.

"You love me?" she asked softly and Loki nodded.

"I love you and I can't lose you; I've tried not to care about you, but I guess I've visibly failed, haven't I?" He laughed softly and stepped toward her; Loki raised his hand to caress her cheek, but she stepped back.

"Why are you doing this?" she asked, "Why do you keep playing with my emotions?"

"Lauren-"

"No," she interrupted him and turned to leave, but suddenly she was gently grabbed by her arm and turned back to him. Before she could say anything again, Loki's lips were on hers and his arm was wrapped around her waist. The kiss began softly, but it became increasingly passionate and was filled with all sorts of emotions: Love, longing, and even the sadness she had been feeling for several weeks. Lauren enjoyed it as his hands ran over her body and decided to just let the feeling guide her. But just as she was leaning into him more, Loki stopped and broke their kiss.

"W-what?" she asked him breathlessly, unable to explain why he had stopped.

"I can't have Sex with you until you're sure yourself that my feelings for you are real," he said softly, "Until you're clear about your own feelings for me and can say without a doubt that you love me too, even if it takes centuries"-Loki leaned down one last time and kissed her softly on the lips before stepping back from her and smiling-"I'll see you later."

He turned to leave and suddenly she knew her answer. "Wait Loki."

Confused, he turned to her and furrowed his brow; Lauren quickly stepped to him and stood on her tiptoes to kiss him softly. "I love you, too."

He tried to see in her eyes if she was telling the truth before he leaned down and kissed her passionately. She almost stumbled back if Loki hadn't wrapped his arm around her waist and held her against him. Lauren ran her fingers through his hair. Slowly, she backed up until the back of her knees bumped against the bed. Gently, she sat down on the bed and crawled back; Loki followed her and lay carefully over her, supporting himself with his arms so as not to lie on her stomach. His hands traveled down her body to the thumb of her dress, pulling the fabric up as far as it would go. His lips kissed her neck and he gently nibbled her skin. Loki began to continue his path, kissing her cleavage as he caressed her breasts through her dress. He continued to crawl down, pushing the fabric further over her body so that only her breasts were still covered. When he reached her belly, he stopped for a moment and looked into her eyes. Loki pressed a kiss to them before continuing on his way. He sat up and took the sides of her panties before pulling them down her legs. Hastily, he pulled his shirt over his head and bent down. He kissed the inside of her thigh and lifted her other leg over his shoulder. Loki began kissing further up her thigh and Lauren moaned as she felt his breath on her pussy. She reached into his hair as he pressed a kiss on it before he began to lick her pussy and fuck her with his tongue.

"Loki!" she moaned loudly, sinking into the feeling of Loki finally touching her again. Then he started sucking on her clit and thrusting two fingers inside her. She arched her back and he arched his fingers so that he kept bumping against her G-spot. Her orgasm was building furiously inside her and suddenly her body was shaking uncontrollably and she was cumming all over his face. Loki sat up and Lauren could see through her lashes as he licked his lips. "Please..." she begged softly, breathing heavily.

Loki leaned in and kissed her briefly; she moaned as she could taste herself on his lips. He sat back up and grinned mischievously. She tried to reach for him, but he grabbed her wrists.

"What do you want?"

"Fuck me," she said, opening her legs as wide as she could. Loki waved his hand and her dress and his pants disappeared in a green mist. He wrapped her legs around his hips and reached for the headboard. The tip of his cock rubbed against her entrance. Loki looked into her eyes as he began to slowly thrust into her. When he was completely inside her, he stopped for a moment and looked at her gently.

"Are you all right?" he asked and she nodded. He slowly pulled out of her again and began to fuck her slowly. She moaned in frustration and wanted him to increase his pace, but he didn't and she could also feel him holding back.

"I won't break and you won't hurt the baby, Loki. Fuck me harder, please," she begged, biting her lower lip. She could hear him growling and before she knew it he was pulling out of her and turning her over on all fours. He thrust back into her in one hard and fast thrust. Loki wrapped his hand around her throat and gently pulled her against his chest.

"Loki!" she moaned. The room was filled with their moans and the creaking of the bed as he fucked her.

His lips were on her neck and Lauren heard his heavy breathing. "Norns, I've missed touching you."

His free hand moved down to her clit and he began to rub it. When he found her G-spot, he poked it repeatedly and she arched her back. Each of his touches and thrusts felt even more intense than she remembered. It began to get hard to thrust his cock into her pussy as she tightened and Loki knew she was about to climax.

"Come for me," he commanded, biting gently on her shoulder. Her body stiffened and she came all over his cock. Loki fucked her through her orgasm before thrusting as deep as he could into her, filling her with his hot cum. He turned her head to him and kissed her gently. When they finally broke apart Lauren smiled at him. His cock slid out of her and his cum flowed down her thigh. Loki brushed a strand of hair behind her ear and returned the smile.

"Let's take a bath before we have dinner, darling." Loki got up from the bed and lifted her in his arms before carrying her to the bathroom....