What is love? Does it even exist? Is it destined or is it random? Is it a feeling or is it a mystic connection? I don't know the answer to any of those questions, at least not the correct one. But I think love does exist, and I think we find love in those we least expect, it can be fake or real, but it's always there. I believe love is magical and true love can change your life. It will always be there, and it will always be kind, and it will be patient, and it will be beautiful, always and forever.
Once I fall in love, all of the bad will go away, the sad, the anger, the fear, and the anxiety will melt away. The truth is I want someone to love me. Someone to kiss me and hug me and be with me. We would go on dates to the movies and kiss instead of watching it, and we would walk along first street while eating baked goods. We would go to a carnival, kiss on top of the Ferris wheel, and buy cotton candy. He would ask me to prom in the dorkiest way possible, but it would be so romantic, and I would say yes, and I would wear the most fabulous dress, and I would see him and instantly remember why I fell in love with him, and we would dance and dance at prom and just be happy.
And at graduation, I would hug him as we threw our caps into the air and finally realized that we were free. We would have the best summer ever, going to Santa Monica and San Diego and we would go camping, go surfing, eat loads of ice cream, go to Disneyland, just be happy! He and I would stay together throughout college, visit each other every weekend, and go on vacations during breaks; we would be together forever. And when we get out of college, we'll have a spring wedding in April with flowers everywhere surrounded by the people we love. Everyone would be there, happy for us, and when we say I do we'll kiss and dance the night away. And we will be together, and we will love each other to the moon always and forever until we die.
And there will be hard days, but we will overcome them because love isn't like a switch you can turn on and off whenever you feel like it, it's forever and will stay with you until you die.
Dear Diary 05.20.2015
"I felt as though I was flying, soaring through the sky, his kisses did that. He was my forever until I learned the secrets I wasn't meant to find out about. Jake Tillman, 18 years old, my boyfriend and my first love, hopefully, last."
Each character is based on real people in my life.
I hope you like the prologue, and it sets up the tune for the rest of the story.
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Your typical high school Love story
Fiksi RemajaPeyton Perry, 15-17 years old, a barista at Starbucks, had never been loved and never been in love, that was until Peyton met Jake Tillman. Peyton was outgoing and bold but that all stopped when she met her stepmother Nicolette, also known as Nikki...
