Every relationship begins with a friendship. Of course, you can't enter into a relationship with someone you don't know or just commit to someone you don't know. On the other side, on the west coast of the country, I decided to stake my entire futur...
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It's been a week since Zayn became an attorney and let's say he became busy as hell. Hindi ko na siya nakitang pumasok at lumabas ng bahay pero okay lang dahil kaya ko pa naman mabuhay ng ganito. It's not like forever ganito ang schedule niya.
I never really gotten the chance to talk to him about certain things especially about me being pregnant. Ayaw ko lang na maabala ko pa siya dahil halata naman na stressful ang pagiging abogado.
I heard he took a case against an alleged murder at mabigat yung kaso na yon. Pag hindi niya iyon napanalo he'll be pressured by his colleagues or worse get killed by some dipshits sa labas ng court.
But I must commend my boyfriend, kahit baguhan pa lang siya matunog na agad ang pangalan niya because when he was still working at the firm without a license he had been a great hand to the other attorneys.
Nagluto ako ng dinner dahil sabi niya ay makakauwi na siya at tatabihan na akong matulog for tonight. Excited ako, kasi I miss him.
Plano ko na rin sabihin sa kanya na buntis ako and I am hoping that he would accept his child.
Narinig ko ang bukas ng gate at alam kong nakauwi na siya, inabangan ko siya sa may gate. Nang maipark niya ang kotse ay lumabas siya dala dala ang kanyang briefcase at hindi na siya nagulat nang magtama ang mga tingin namin.
Pumasok na ako sa loob at sumunod naman siya, hinubad niya ang kanyang sapatos at niluwagan ang neck tie niya. He was in a poker face which was not very likely of him. I felt like he wanted to say something.
"May sasabihin ka ba?" tanong ko and he sighed before giving me a weak smile.
"Let's talk." he said at agad akong kinabahan dahil mukhang seryoso ang paguusapan namin.
Umupo ako sa couch at siya rin.
"Caitlyn, I don't think that I can see myself with you anymore." and with that my heart shattered into pieces the moment I heard what he just said. Bigla tuloy napuno ang utak ko ng pagka-raming tanong at alam kong ni-isa doon ay masasagot.
I was too stunned to even talk, "Look. We've been together for over 3 years. But I can't continue with our relationship because everything hurts." he said and I was holding back my tears at napahawak ako sa tiyan ko.
"B-buntis ako, Zayn..." I started and his eyes widened. I'm hoping that he changes his mind about this. Hindi ko man alam ang rason kung bakit ayaw niya nang magpatuloy pero baka magbago isip niya nang malaman niya na may anak na siya.
