Shhh! I can't believe you I thought I could trust you.. and thats how it all began. Beep beep beep . 5:45 alarm goes off I wake up and this is how it all went down . wha.....uhhhhhh the first day of school I'm in 10th grade and I'm only 15 if anything I would of failed I don't know how I've come this far or even made it this far. I'm always at my friends house and barely home I have an awesome social life but sometimes I wish I didn't . let me start by saying my name is Alexis , lexii for short. I have a younger sister who is 12 named Hannah and a little brother named Jacob,he is 8. I am a size 13 in woman but I squeeze into my jeans and anything big enough to fit I wish I was smaller but I don't want to be to thin like all my friends. so I walk and grab one of my sisters hoodies I wear my super skinny jeans to show off my small but plump butt and then I curl my hair put on my makeup and I'm out to the bus by 6:45. I am gonna stay at home for a few weeks and then start to go to my friends. I live in a small house and I don't want my friends to come I'm embarrassed I don't know why. I guess i fell like I'm a poor weirdo or something. I'm waiting for the bus and suddenly get a text from an odd # I had no idea who it was it said I see u and I look up so fast like my life was almost over then someone yelled gotcha and I held my heart with a sign of relief it was my friend well bestest friend for ever and ever ~ and her name is Emily. I don't think I could live without her she just Got a new phone it was an iPhone 6+ I was so jealous I had the stupid galaxy sII that was all cracked up. I considered her my rich friend.
We're on the bus on our way to school and I'm listening to fetty wap on my phone and I look over in the car right next to my bus is him. the only guy I could ever think about Shawn . I get guy bestfriend and girl bestfriendships never work out but this is not the case I'm bestfriends with one of his close friends Matt ,obviously I can't tell Matt I really like his best friend . (s) he sees me looking at him and I duck i raise my head just enough to peek out of the window he was still looking I then jump in my friends seat right across from mine I grab some of
her fruit loops out of the box they were fruity. I tell her quietly"he saw me" she says "who" and I tell her "Shawn" she says "Shawn Quentin matts friend ?" "Yes" I say and she has the straightest smirk and giggles quietly she's the only one that knows who I like beside my little sister. my little sister and I have the closest connection ever and I trust her we've been through so much together and we will always be there for each other no matter what.
