Dear Diary,
So much shit has been happening lately. Some good some bad. I guess i'll start on the bad part. I still haven't heard from Angelo. It kind of hurts though because it seems like he threw all this away because of me. But each day is getting easier and easier. As for my family, my oldest brother Serron is in jail right now. He was caught in someones car with drugs. He had nothing to do with it but the cops ain't tryna heare nothing. Luckily because dad's a lawyer, the judge lowered Serron's sentencing to a month. Which is actually great now that i think about it. Carlos still tries to talk to me but i ignore him. And as for Chloe i actually bumped into her at the mall. I was with Chase. She had her head down the entire time. I was gonna run up and hit her but Chase threatened me and I'm not usually scared of anyone but he definitely scares me. School on the other hand is fucking great. I never knew how much fun i would have if i sorround myself with new people. The girls are actually nice to and the boys are fine as hell. Shit i should've went here a long time ago. See i told you the bad outweighs the good now. I gotta go to Sasha's gouse now, she wants to have a sleepover.
- love V.
I was on my way out when my mom stopped me.
"Where are you going princess?" She asks me.
"Uhh to Sasha's house i told ya'll I was gonna sleep over her house." I tell her.
"Shit yeah thats right! I'm sorry baby. Just becareful okay? I don't know what's with you and ya brothers lately but ya'll been getting into a lot of trouble." She tells me.
I sucked my teeth, "mom c'mon."
"No, I'm serious Veronica. Becareful okay? I don't want you guys going down the same road that me and your father were in." She tells me.
"Okay mom, i know. Look I'm out of here. Love you bye." I tell her.
I got into car and drove to Sasha's house. My mom is really bugging out. I mean i get it her and dad used to be drug dealers but they didn't raise us to do the same. I mean me and my brothers are still young, we're bound to get into some stupid shit at times. It's apart of growing up.
I was chilling in Sasha's house. Her parents were gone for the weekend so she has the house to herself. I wanted her to have a get together but the bitch doesn't want to. She don't know how to have fun. Anyways we were sitting in her living room drinking some wine and smooking some hookah.
"Girl i cannot wait to graduate." Sasha tells me.
"What?! Me either. I just want to go away already. I can't wait we getting our own apartment girl!" I tell her.
Me and Sasha are going away to the same school but we wont be staying on campus. I felt that it was better that way.
"You never told me that color of your prom dress bitch!" Sasha says.
"Its white boo, i cannot wait!!" I tell her.
"Yes me either! I wish we were going to prom with boys though." She tells me.
"Honestly, me too but we don't have time to look for one now. Prom is like two away. We still gon' have fun though." I tell her.
Sashas phone was rining and her eyes lit up. I already knew it was Jaymar.
"I thought you said no phones bitch!" I tell her.
"Sorry i take it back! My man on the phone." She says while grinning.
Well if she wants to use her phone then i will too. I checked my phone and saw that Chase texted me.
Chase: wassup youngin?
Me: ain't shit, chillin at sashas house
Chase: oh thats wassup, I'm at some wack ass get together but they got some good ass liqour. I'm not gon' front Im type tipsy.
Me: lol Chase the cop is tipsy? Okay turn up!
Chase: lol shutup youngin! Anyways you good? I can't front i type miss you lol
Me: yeah I'm good, and you miss me ? 😱
Chase: lol yeah i like being around your annoying ass
Me: awwwww lol
Chase: smh you dont miss me? Lol
Me: lol i guess i do a little bit
Chase: just a little? Lol i guess i'll take that.. But when am i gonna see your pretty face again?
Me: i'll let you know im type busy this week.
Chase: iight I wanna take you out again youngin' and i wanna talk to you too.
Me: about what?
Chase: in person..
