Japan, Osaka, 2018.
I knew I would lose him but not in this way.
The faint lights were barely showing the lively streets filled with people.
They were smiling, walking with their family, with they loved ones.
I can't seem to feel the warmth of their happiness, because mine was crashed into a cold icy wind. It vanished.
From the moment he called me, I knew something was wrong.
I was running into the deep snow, sometimes falling but kept running towards this place.
The Tamagawa train station.
I didn't need to ask him where he was because every time he was down, he went there for a walk. It made him at ease, the faint sound of the train in the background, the sound of leaves moving because of the cold winter hair.
I took a cab, asked the driver to take me there. Where my love was.
I forgot to put my shoes on, simply putting them under my seat and didn't think about them. Getting out of the cab, feet in this cold snow, the lights were lighting this dark night, but I was able to see him.
Walking into an unknown direction, his light brown mullet reflecting the light with his beanie and converses covered in snow.
I ran until I crashed into his back, arms slowly meeting around his waist, I tightly hugged him.
"How could you? Hiding this from me..."
He didn't talk, instead he put his hands on mine, gently putting my arms away for him to turn around and hug me, my head against his chest, patting my back.
Tears started to form in my eyes, slowly running down my cheeks, my face facing his which was much higher.
"Don't leave me.. Stay by my side Jongin"
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hey guys! I had an idea of a jongin one shot so here it is! The pic above is where i picture the one shot to be (with a lot of snow and at night 💫)
btw this is based on a dream that I did lmaoooo
Would you like me to continue it or leave it like this?
If you liked it, thanks for reading it!!! 🥰
English is not my first language so sorry in advance if there's any mistake!
