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Bullied and ended with an addiction

Why do I feel like this night is darker?

Is it me or is it true?

I don't know

But anyways

I wish I had just a friend

This feeling of loneliness is killing me

I can't hold on as they keep hurting me

Those kids in my school

Why do they think they're so cool

They hurt people!

Do u think that's cool?

Because I don't

Do u know how much those words hunt me?

How those insults got me?

I still remember that girl

She used to hit me

She slapped me across the face

Then laughed at me

My head was a maze

I just couldn't think straight

This was just too much

I dint know how to get rid of the pain

I found a new friend

He told me he played a game

A game that took his mind out of everything

He told me about that game

When I saw it

It was not a game at all!

He showed me his wrists

He had a lot of cuts

They bullied him too

But he has problems in his family

Just like I do

At first I told him to stop it

I dint want him to get hurt

But guess what?

He was already broken

And that was worse

At first I thought

But then I gave up

I followed him down and my pain ended

It turned into my new addiction

Oh how I love this self infliction

Written by help_stop_selfharm

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