The new girl in the BAU

It only gets better

Butterflies entered through the doors of my stomach,awaken twist in my stomach my nerves danced as my first day at the BAU was in the morning. I slept over at Derek's so he could take me with him in the morning.
I loved my cousin so much. No one knew we were any sort of related because I didn't resemble him one bit, but I didn't think that mattered he was my cousin from my dads side and I would die for him. The only way you knew for sure we were related was our attitude that gave it the yes they are related.
When I got nervous I did weird dance sessions or thinking sessions stare sessions too. My stare session was called for greatly right now My stares grew gradually long as Derek walked in and I was starring hard at the floor like if I was trying to profile the floor and find out it's history like if the floor was an unsub and I was the one on the case questioning the unsub, he waited for me to look up but I kept my vision clear on that one tile in the same place I felt the stares he gave me, his worry look got into my skin.
Finally I looked up and Derek asked me what was wrong. Cuz' I began but he intersected my sentence
"Nervous? I was too, matter fact I always am because everyday is a new experience and new case that we find the unsub and keep others out of danger. It's okay you'll be fine baby cuz.
Derek may I know speak or do I have to raise my hand and wait for you to call on me before I get cut off again , I said this time my eyes were profiling him.
Marie, you may speak he said as If I was back in school, but I finished school at the same time spencer did. We had so much a like and Morgan said that I always remembered him of spencer at home.
I hadn't met no one as smart as me before it should be a pleasure. I hoped it worked out and I didn't forget how to talk because of how hot he was. Okay keep it together Marie I said mentally. Don't let dr. Reid get to you I said before laying down and getting ready to sleep.
Goodnight Derek I love you , your the best.
He tucked me into bed as if I was small again to him I would always be his original baby girl I let Garcia slide because shes pretty and makes my cousin happy.
Good night baby girl I love you more , he said walking out of the room quietly.