Love, a myth?

16.4.2016

Brooklyn, 16.4.2016

Dear diary,

I haven't written here in a while... I feel really stupid right now. Yeah I'm sixteen and boy and I have a diary, mind your own business. Well anyways, since I wasn't here since 2010, sad, I know but well I'm back... Did you miss me? Wow I'm talking to a book, yes mum, I'm officially going crazy. So I actually I came here to talk about my best friend Samuel Thomas Wilson. He's 17, taller than me and sporty, every girl has a crush on him. Captain of the football team and so hot, how did we become best friends? Well we met back when I was in grade 10 and we had to do a project with an upper class. Well I'm a bit of an outsider and he came up to me and just started talking, not even expecting me to say something back. Since that day we were friends and we hang out regularly, he stands up for me, he isn't avoiding me in the halls and pulls me to sit with his friends and him during lunch.

So now to the point, I have a crush on Sam. Oh my god! You're gay?! Yes, yes I am. I, James Buchanan Barnes, am gay. So in this diary I'm gonna keep you updated on my journey of finding out if Sam likes boys or maybe, just maybe likes me back. And generally my entire life, oh my god, I completely forgot to introduce myself. My name is James Buchanan Barnes, short Bucky, I'm 16 years old, I live in Brooklyn and go to the Brooklyn international High school. Exciting right? Just kidding, I know im not that exciting but oh well.

Love,

Bucky