Yesterday I had a panick attack because I keep re playing something in my head but no one cares no one asked if I'm okay after that even my mom and I feel like I'm usless and I dont know what to do or tell her because she'll just say youre fine which I'm not and I know I'm not but I have to say I'm fine but to be hones I have to smile all the time because my name is smile milley but know one knows how I actually feel so I dont know what to do I dont know what is going to happen in the real world. To he hones the only people who care is the teachers no one else so whats the point its just pathetic because I'm only 14 and I feel like I keep hurting people its annoying douting myself 24/7
