why..

This is stupid

I don't know what to do. Help me. I thought I wasn't alone, Forgive me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It's not, think about it. Know that you are a good person and friend.
I don't doubt you. I'm not depressed, I'm happy. Don't Listen to Your Words.
My words are a complete fabrication. It's a fantasy, it's not what I feel.
I like to make up nonsense that no one listens to. It's nice to know that someone is interested in me for who I am. I can listen to you forever, as long as you remember me as. I can listen to you forever, as long as you remember me as (I). My follies are familiar to passers-by and friends, but for me it's fun. I like to joke, even though it doesn't work out for me.
The jokes of others are the whole life. I love my pets, they as humans can love too, I think. It's not bad, people make mistakes, but it's not bad, because everyone can make them.
I'm not changing topics, just saying what comes to mind, it's weird, but not so bad. I don't pretend the meaning of words, but it's interesting to me. The world is not perfect like ourselves, everyone can't be perfect, it's not bad just to laugh at it low. People are sad if they are not respected as a person, everyone can decide for himself what to do.
It's easier to do something together, but it's not bad for one person, because one can learn something. Please respect each other, I'm scared for myself and for others, I know I can't get respect from many, I just want to get trust. I'm forgetful, sorry, my head is empty, but I'm pulling something out of it. I'm just sharing my thoughts and nothing more!
It's really ridiculous, but what can I do. I'm afraid to be nice to others because it can be used.