AFICIONADO ~ Deep Devotion Series #1

PROLOGUE

After those years, I am still coping up with everything that happened in my life. I still can't process everything and my psychiatrists said that I must go somewhere where I wanted to go and as I heard that all I can think is that one place.

"Girl? Where are you? You didn't even bother to update us if saan ka pupunta then bigla-bigla ka na lang magtetext na you are going out of the country? and where is that specifically?" I let out a short laugh and answered her.

"I know you know where it is. I'll just take a short vacation there" I answered and then I saw Xykie trying to insert on the camera.

"You are going to Germany?! Did you know that ----?!!!" napakunot ang noo ko sa tanong ni Xykie kase I didn't understand it when Ate Cale covers her mouth.

"You should take care, okay? Always save your mental health first before everything" I just nod and smiled at Ate Cale.

Ate Cale is one of the most kind and precious person that I've ever met, even though she knows what happened in my past she still do care for me. I literally miss those old days.

As I entered the plane, I felt a strange feeling. It is a feeling that I must not go there for me to be able to save my heart and this other side of feeling that wants me to go there to put a period on everything.

My sit is beside the window, as I sat on it I just focus on watching the people coming inside the plane until a man sat beside me but I just don't mind him 'coz he is not my business anymore. I took a short nap and took some videos at the window. I had a great flight.

I left the Philippines at 7pm and I arrived here at 1pm. As I arrived at Amsterdam Airport Schiphol, as I go out at the airport and feel the air and feeling of being here, I had a goose bumps and every little memory flashes in my mind that made my eye let out some tears. I can't do even a one step because there is something stopping me.

"Excuse me" and as I heard that short, deep, and familiar voice, feel that air when he pass me, and smell that scent, I am now too stunned to move.

I look around and find that man but I think that was all my illusion, I think that was all a flashbacks, maybe?

I called a taxi and I took a ride to Pestana Amsterdam Riverside Hotel. I booked a room there for 1 week when I was at the Philippines. At first, I wanted to book a room at the Conservatorium Hotel but I don't want to remember every details that happened in my past there and also the price there is not a joke.

It took 15 or 20 minutes of a ride until I arrive at the hotel. I arranged my things and took a bath and a nap as I arrived, I planned to go to a grocery now as I woke up. I wore a simple pants and I tacked in my over-sized shirt with a leather jacket on, clip my hair and bring my wallet and phone with me inside my totte bag.

As I arrived at the mall, at Gelderlandplein, I just picked some fruits and some everyday stuffs that I needed.

"Excuse me? Is this your wallet?" a man ask me and I hurriedly check my wallet and yeah it is mine.

"Oh, yeah. I didn't noticed that I drop it. Thank you" I answered and get my wallet from him.

"You're welcome. You are a Filipino, right? Correct me if I'm wrong" he asked and I am surprised with that.

"Yeah, how did you know? Are you a Filipino too?"

"I already met you here last almost 6 or 7 years ago" I am too stunned because I can't remember anything.

"Lucero Apilado, the man who help you to fixed your bicycle" and when he tell me that, I remembered a short memory but I still put a smile on my face.

"Ah, I think I remember it now"