Never stopped loving you

1. beginning

TW talk about abusive parents and Ed, Sh?

Y/N pov

Today i I turned 17 and my mother told me she can't take care of me anymore and that from now I'll be living in a boarding school for girls , but not for normal girls, I'm a witch so probably that's the reason why my own mother hate me and don't want me anymore. Am i sad? not exactly, my parents never loved me and i was always a problem for them. The only sad thing is that i never had someone who loved me, looked after me, care about me, or even hug me. I was always alone, i never had friends at school and we can say "i never had parents". I'm a shy, anxious, depressed girl who have no one but abusive parents, sorry i don't even have them anymore, but that's a good thing, they are monsters , they will take advantage of every opportunity to hit me or yell at me, so I'm glad i wont be living with them anymore and i hope that in my new home I'll be finally safe, and maybe even happy?

Next day

Today is a day when I'm moving into my new home , Miss Robichaux's Academy. I'm so excited but also so many thoughts running through my head, Will i find friends? , Will they like me?, Will i be safe there? , Will they laugh at me? , i was a little scared but also i have the hope everything will be alright.
Right now I'm standing in front of a big white house, my new home, i walk and knocked at the big door. After a minute the door were opened by a Tall, young, blond haired girl with dark brown eyes, *Hi my name is Cordelia, and your name is?* the girl said with a smile on her beautiful face, *oh..ehm my...my n-name...i-im Y/N* i finally said feeling really shy and anxious, *it's nice to meet you Y/N, let's get inside shall we?* She said, i just nod and she let me in , *follow me, I will introduce you to the Supreme* the girl said, 'a supreme, who is this?' i shake my head as i heard That girl said * ok Sweetie we are here* Cordelia said *oh...a-alright* i said and blushed.
Me and Cordelia enter the room *Hello Mother we have new witch here , this is Y/N , Y/N this is Fiona Goode the supreme of the Academy * Cordelia said i could feel stress in her voice, *you can go Delia, Y/N sit here* , the older woman point a chair in front of her *yes mother* Cordelia said and left the room fast.

After the talk with Supreme Cordelia showed me to my room, *I'll let you unpack sweetheart, dinner will be ready at 2pm* Cordelia said, *ehm...*
i try to said * yes Hun?*She asked, *ehm t-thank you Ms Cordelia*i said shyly, *it's Cordelia* she said with a smile, i nod and gave her small smile *see you later Y/N* she smiled and left my room.
I unpacked everything i had and hid my razors under my night shelf so no one could find them, i place my backpack beside my bed and put some of my things into drawer. I'm really tired so I lay down and fell asleep. It's now 2pm, dinner time but I'm in deep sleep curled in ball under duvet, after few minutes i heard knock on the door *Y/N dinner is ready, come downstairs* unfamiliar voice said but i stand up and slowly went downstairs, as i entered the room everyone's eyes are on me , i felt anxious and extremely shy but i saw Cordelia pointing the seat next to her *come and sit with us
Y/N*, i walk and sat down looking down playing with my ring.

Cordelia pov

I saw that Y/N is really shy and maybe scared?, she is looking so small, if i wouldn't know she is 17 i would think she is maybe 12, she is really skinny, with brown hair , and brown almost black eyes , she was wearing black oversized hoodie and black sweatpants, i didn't know her yet but i hope we will get along with each other and that she will be feeling more safe here.
I'm the daughter of the Supreme, and yeah my mother hate me so i kinda feel Y/N because i also was shy and anxious when i was her age, it's not a great feeling . Now I'm 23 I'm a teacher and the next supreme it's stressing me out that in few years I'll be leading the coven, but for sure i wont be like my selfish mother, i will keep my girls safe and I'll do everything to protect them not like Fiona.
We finished eating and i saw that Y/N barley touched her food, *do you not like it? * i asked her politely, she looked at me, *oh...no i-its really good , I'm just not that hungry thats all* she said shyly, *it's alright Hun*i said

Y/N pov

*do you not like it?* Cordelia asked me , and i come back from my thoughts and i looked at her and said*oh...no i-its really good, I'm just not that hungry thats all* i said but it wasn't truth, i was really hungry but i just can't eat, I'm too fat and i hate myself for even talking a few bites, but i cant let them know so i need to at least eat a little, it will be hard to hid it but i need to do it. After dinner everyone went to they rooms , as i went to mine i decided to take a shower and as i went to bathroom and start the shower i start crying felling really bad after dinner 'im so ugly, no one love me , I'm such a burden, im so tired of myself I'm just a piece of shit ' i thought to myself crying.After shower i got dressed and i promises myself I'll be strong, I'll be strong and i won't give up , i took my razors and drain them in toilet. I decided to start my life again and be strong for myself.
In the evening, girls planned to make a movie night so we all went downstairs and sat on couch and floor and start watching*

1 year later

I'm really happy that i have family now , I got along with Cordelia who helped me get out of my eating disordes and self-harm , i told her about everything few months ago and she was really nice to me, she care about me and i feel safe with her , I'm so grateful for her. I also got along with Zoe, Nun,Queenie,Mallory and even with Madison she is a bitch sometimes but she is like a sister for me , i also love spending time with Mertyl she is like a grandma for me and i love her so much. during this year my life changed completely, I'm now clean for a year , I gained weight and i feel good with that i don't feel guilty, sometimes i still have hard time but Cordelia and the girls are supporting me so much and I'm so grateful for them .

Oki so that's will be all in this chapter, i hope it's oki , and idk when next chapter will be but I'll try to write as soon as I'll have time, thank you sm for reading .😘