«ℂ𝕠𝕝𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕟» Douma xReader.yandere.

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝟤

It was breezy morning as usual.

I woke up with a headache. 'Ah..My head hurts.. i should go take a long walk.. hopefully it will refresh my mind.' I headed outside not telling my grandma that i'm leaving for a bit.

As i was walking in the mysterious forest i heard bird singing and other different sounds that was only in forest. It was quiet and peaceful. As i was walking i spotted a little cabin. I was walking towards until i saw a light that was inside the cabin there was a window next to the door. i knocked on the door not hesitating what was in there.

'Nobody is gonna answear the door?' i opened the door and i saw a sick person on the floor close to dying. My face expression didn't change. With a straight face i mumbeled out "uhh-h are you okay-?" the poor person noticed and shook its head.

"What happene- You are bleeding..?" i said with raising my eyebrow. "H-hello,  i'm soon gonna be dead.. but i'm gonna inform you to stay-y out of this f-forest..!"  "Why is that? is there a murderer lurking around..?" "No l-little one.. I got attacked by a d-d-demo..." 

"by who!?"

"A demon.. , be careful-l it's very d-dangerous here..! Escape while you can-n!"

"A demon?? Can i kill it somehow!?"

"Y-yeah you need to become a d-demon s-slayer..!"

"demon slayer...?"

"Run-n while-e you can or you will be de-"

...

'he is dead.'

I bowed down and left. I went back to my home while running. While i made it home i had no breath left. "Oh my darling! Where did you go!? You know it's dangerous!" 

"Is there something that i don't know?"

"oh sweetie... sit down ill make green tea for us and then ill explain.."

→After 1 hours of talking←

"Your parents got killed by a demon.."

it was quiet for some time until i broke the silence." Why didn't you tell me before?" "Sweetie.. i thought you would be upset.." "Why would i show them some respect? And i thought about becoming a demon slayer."  

...

"A demon slayer-r?? Do you know how dangerous is that!?"

"Grandma i WANT to become a demon slay-"

"Shut it. I'm kicking you out. You as a demon slayer? Pathetic. Leave. I don't want any mistakes in my house."

"but-"

"NO BUTS LEAVE MY HOUSE. YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE ANYMORE!"

'Pathetic..?'

'Am i really that pathetic... I just want to do something good for once.. And me.. a mistake..? did she really thought of me like that? If that's the case then..'

"Shut the fuck up you old hag. I never loved you and this shitty house anyways and i'm glad to leave this prison finally."

And that's how i got kicked out of the house. Just because i wanted to become a demon slayer? 

..

"tch Pathetic shitty old woman... Glad you are dead now.. hah." i spitted on the dead body. "Die in the hell u piece of shit" I laughed and left the house with my white bloody kimono. She never deserved the perfect girl like me~ mMmmhaha.. 'You are the mistake and the pathetic one you old hag' 

...

People would say when somebody is nice to me i would get attached like bug in a spider web. They said i'm crazy and they thought with that crazyiness i could kill someone like that one day. I never thought people would be so cruel... especially towards me. I never had cried. I never felt empathy towards any body.. That would show my weaknesses.. Why would i have to spare my feelings towards anybody? They always would say i'm heartless monster and never cared for anybody. Of course that wouldn't matter because i'm on my own always.. always.                               I remember that one thing what happened when my parents were still alive.. I almost stabbed my fathers eye out because he said i'm annoying idiot and i would always get in his way. My mother scolded me and i'm a monster.

monster..

'monster.'

..

My dad was abusive when he was drunk. He would hit my mom non stop, i would be just watching that happen.. I felt nothing when that would happen. they would fight always. When my mother would say 'we are going to take a divorce' or something like that my dad would beat my mom down. They never ended to take a divorce after all. My dad would beat me down and leave bleeding on the floor just like that. My mom never came to help me nor i did. To be honest they deserved to die. They were such a hoes.

...

..

"Me ..crazy?"

"You are a such shit hole! Nobody loves you or never want you!"

'Mmm is that so..?'

"YOU ARE A MONSTER! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING!!!" 

monster..

i'm not a monster..

.

Those evil people..

.

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OH MY GOOOD.. I LOVE THIS CHAPETERRR

This was so fun to write 😫

I'm going to continue with this..

duh ;)