Everything sucks.✌️

Chapter 3- Taydin & His "Friend"

Taydin👆👆👆👆

Me and Greyson are great. (Yes, I chose him.) I apologized for everything and promised it wouldn't happen again.. He forgave me on everything, like I said I don't deserve him. I really beat myself up over it, I deserved it, and my sister wouldn't stop making jokes about it. That made everything worse. Greyson was really supportive even though we weren't dating. I loved it. I loved him. I was sure that I was ready to settle down and be with him even though I was only 15. I could see a future with him. I could see us doing everything together. I didn't just apologize once, ooh no, about 100,000,000,000,000 times more. I didn't forgive myself. Nor do I think I ever will, but as time goes on I guess it'll get better.. Well I hope it will anyway.

Taydin still comes over every now and then and we talk a lot, we get a long great, it's really only awkward if one of us makes it awkward. I guess you could say I still had feelings for him,, just not as strong, I mean I loved him, as a bestfriend, but seeing everything he's done since then and all the girls he's been with and banged. I'm really proud and happy that I didn't let it go any further, and that I didn't think he was serious. Yeah it broke my heart seeing him with other girls and always talking about how he always gets "tang" it also really gets quite annoying.
Well I guess I'm gonna tell a story now..
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I can't recall the actually date but anywho..
Me and my bestfriend, December Hadden, were sitting in the garage by in front of the heater watching my dad wire the garage and waiting for Taydin and a few friends to arrive to help him. Within the next 10 minutes they were rolling into the driveway. They came into the garage there was 3 of them Taydin, Parker, and Brody. Parker had average length blond hair wore buckle jeans and a orange and black tee-shirt which I couldn't read the writing. Brody had the face of a mouse. His nose I little pushed into his face as well as his eyes, but still alright looking. Taydin and Parker asked my dad for a cigarette and sat down next to me and December. I got up to get my water bottle #mistake. You see there weren't enough "chairs" for all of us, so I lost my chair to Parker. December was sitting on a cooler, Brody was sitting on a little wheely stool thing my dad welded together, Taydin sat on an upside down bucket, and I was left with no where to sit, but a white tote thing that was hella dirty. I was not about to ruin my $75 dollar American Eagle jeans. I begged them to trade with me. Parker came with a comment "You can sit on my lap."(; "She'd probably rather slam her head in a door." Taydin's voice came out of no where. Did he have feelings for me? Why did he make such a quick remark.? Nobody got up, so I sat down on the tote.. Oh lord I thought.. My washer best be ready. I realized that I forgot my water bottle so I got up again I looked at my butt, and ooh lord.. It went from white to black in a matter of seconds. I went over to December and asked her to wipe my butt off. "No! That's weird!" She exclaimed. "No it's not.?" I said kinda confused. "Yeah. Kinda." "All I'm asking is for my ass to get wiped off.!" Parker's hand shot up super fast just about jumping off of his seat. "I volunteer! I'll take the bullet." Ooh lord everybody laughed. It honestly was hilarious. I snorted and replied "I'll do it my self. I'm good" as I started wiping the dirt off, he makes a remark, "Missed a spot. You know I could have done a lot better job." I just laughed. Now that I think about it he's getting kind of cute... I thought to myself for a moment -God Aalayieh you're such an idiot. You just almost lost Greyson due to Taydin and now you're thinking Parker is cute.- -But you did just call him cute. I mean it's not like you asked to fuck him or something, and you didn't even say it to him. You thought it. It's all good. All fine and dandy.- I was interrupted when December asked if I was alright. "Yeah, why would I be? Never been better." I said kinda fast and my voice a little shaky, but not to bad. I sat down on the cooler with December. We all sat and talked about the stupidest things for the next 3-4 hours..

It was about 11:00pm when they were about to leave, I hugged Taydin and Parker and we said our farewells. I said bye to Brody, he's kind of a shy one.. I would probably most likely see Taydin and Parker either tomorrow or the next day.

Greyson always stays the night, it's like he hates being home. Anywho.. I ain't arguing with it. I get to cuddle with him every night. SCORE!😍👌
Whenever he sneezes and somebody says "God bless you." I always say "Can't you see he has already done that enough? Look at him for cryin out loud!"🙏
So I'd just like to take a moment to really appreciate his face.🙌😍

Okay. Now that I've got that out of my system...
I went up stairs to shower, brush my teeth and hair, and braided it.

For some really odd reason I can't stop think about how Taydin sounded so defensive.. I mean I wasn't his or anything.. I fell asleep on Greyson's chest thinking about everything..

Two days later Taydin and Parker came over again. We sat and bullshitted and stuff for like three hours and afterwards they left. I went to hug Taydin goodbye and he grabbed my ass. I shot back and gave him a confused look. "Sorry I couldn't help myself." He said with a sly smile. "Ooh really?" "Well if you do it again I'll cut you." I said with a innocent smile. "Just kidding, but seriously. Don't do it again. I know it's hard homie."
"Well somebody's a little full of themself" he replied "Nawh I just know I have a nice ass." I smiled and walked over to Parker to hug him. He did the same thing. I gave him a 'seriously?' Look and he comes back with "What? Taydin did, so I had to see what it felt like." "Ooh lord. You guys are special." "We know, but you still love us." "I know. You guys are just so irresistible." I said batting my eyes. And laughed. "We know. And we don't even try." "Well well look who's full of themself now." Hahah we laughed and I finally said "Kay, y'all gotta go now. Byeee!" "Bye, I'll probably see you tomorrow.!" Taydin said.
After about 5 minutes of saying goodbye they finally left.
Now that I think about it, and everything that just happened Taydin is...