Loving u<3 (Tamber)

Love me more.

(TAMBER IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME ALIVE RN)

(Friday night)
Amber's POV:
I'm laying on my bed looking at my phone as I see a message pop up I see it's from Tara asking me if I want to come over I happily say YESSS!!!

I get up I was already ready because of school so I just put my jacket on and grab my keys and leave usually my parents don't care what I do and I'm 18 so I really don't have to tell them.

I get into my car and I start thinking about what happened the other day.

That was my first time I mean well she didn't really do anything to me so does that mean I've officially lost mine yet?

I don't even know maybe I'll find out what she can do to me one day or tonight....🤭

As I arrive at Tara's house I see her run out of the house without a jacket and start jumping with her arms crossed she was obviously cold.

She hugs me and I hug her back we're not out to anyone but our group and I kinda like it that way it's nice not having everyone up our ass about it.

We walk into her house and walk straight up to her room she stays downstairs to get snacks I set my jacket down and take off my shoes.

I look around her room as I notice it looks like she just cleaned it.
I really love being in Tara's room it's comforting and nice.
She has fairy lights, horror movie posters, plants, and a bunch of plushies.

My room has a bunch of music and horror movie posters but not as cool as her room.

I see Tara walk in with some chips, drinks, and popcorn and lay down and set it in the middle of us she makes sure she closed the door then kissed me.

"What do you wanna watch"
She asks me as I reply with
"What about the babadook" I see Tara with a surprised look on her face slowly turning it to a very excited smile like she was 5

She puts it on and I hear her squeal
"I didn't know you liked it that much oh wait I actually did" I say to her She punches my arm
"Shut uppppp"

Tara wraps her arms around me and Lays on my chest as I start feeling butterflies like everywhere and when I mean everywhere I MEAN EVERYWHERE🤗❤️

I kiss the top of her head and I start to play with her hair she has nice hair it's like really soft I love when she has it down.
like right now she looks so good with it down also because I like playing with it, I've always have.

"Hey Tara should we make out rn? She looks at me
"Not rn freeman if we make out it will probably turn into us doing it and then my sister will hear because she's home" I groan at what she says
"Fineeeee" I say back playing being upset

Tara's POV:
I look at Amber and i kiss her lips.
I pull back
"That's all you're getting freeman"
I say while I see her face getting getting red
Amber turns her head
"Umm well that's good enough anyways"

We're dating but we still both get nervous I mean I still have a crush on her even though we're together, also I feel like I'm in love with with her But I can't tell her that we haven't even said I love you to each other yet, We'll we've had but only when we were friends.

I can see Amber starting to fall asleep so I turn off the tv.
"Why'd you turn it off" she asks
"So We can sleep for a good time tomorrow my sister won't be home"🤗
"Ohhhhh okayy" she says as she winks at me
I turn over and I feel a arm around me and I feel comforted as I fall asleep.

The morning:
As I open my eyes I see Amber's face
She's so pretty I love her so much I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

(NO BUT FR ME AND WHOOOOOOO????🤨-THE CREATOR)

I see Amber open her eyes
"Good morning Carpenter"
She says
"Good morning Amber" I say back that was basically our i love yous

"Let's go to the park at 10pm with the group tonight" I tell Amber because asking her just doesn't feel right.
"Okay" she says back as she puts my hair behind my ear and kisses me I have not felt this happy in a long time or I don't know everything has felt so stressful but at least I have Amber<3 

This kiss felt like it was lasting forever and I'm okay with that as long as I'm with the person I love the most.

At the park:
Me and Amber were sitting down on the bench waiting for everyone to arrive it's 10pm so no one can see us so I just kiss Amber forgetting there was street lights but no body was around it's the middle on winter so it's cold but at least I have her to warm me up when I need it most.

"Ewwwww you guys are to cute" me and Amber stop kissing and start laughing at what Mindy said when she came up behind us.

"You guys are so gay it's almost cute" we hear chad say And liv punches his shoulder
"Owwww" he says
"Well next time don't be so stupid" Liv says back to him with a smile
"I mean chad is kinda right" Wes says
"Oh shut up Wes" Amber says and I just giggle

I love my friends they mean the whole world to me... after Amber ofc. 🤫

We're walking and as usual me and Amber are left behind everyone I grab her hand with mine as our fingers wrap around each other's hand and it feels warm it feels nice it feels like she's my home she's been the thing I've been missing my whole life even though I've known her for 10 years this was the thing missing our "friendship"🤭

(This was rushed but cute but I swear the next chapter is gonna have more)