Know Me Too Well

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                                                                             𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐌𝐞 𝐓𝐨𝐨 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥
                                                                             spendingmyweekends

I was there, standing in front of the ICU room, as the monitor shows his reading. What have I done, for he is right now there fighting with his death. Perhaps it is always been my fault, perhaps I really am not the one for him, and I was nothing but just a fucking burden for him. For ever since that tragic day, it's hard to look at his eyes. Every time I look at them, pathetic tears roll down my cheeks

For the first time ever since the day I am seeing him with no tears, but every time I saw him, I felt I was right, I loved myself. I knew myself and him very well.

Guess I did know him 'too well' but I guess I never had the chance to know myself, and this time when I am seeing him like this, I despise myself, I was wrong the whole time.

His readings they are staring to beep, as he moves in a tremendous way, as if he is locked in a cage with his hands tied. He was jumping as doctor rushes in moving me aside.

"I hate you" 

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Hey guys this is author, for your better reading of this story, and unexpected annoying stuffs(fuck my grammar I'm sorry) Here are some disclaimers

-Typos and grammatical errors are highly expected

-All the members in the story are actually just names I wanted to use. This is definitely not how I see the members.

-Trigger warning list
 i) $w#ring
ii)Su!c!d#
iii) H0$p!t&l

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This is my first ever work and honestly I'm very excited and pretty much looking forward to this, I just randomly thought of the plot while dealing with my classes in school. I really hope you do enjoy it. It is a little based on some real events that occurred and is highly based on the very well known song we know Know Me Too Well by New Hope Club and Danna Paola.

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                                                                                     Playlist

#1 Know Me Too Well - New Hope Club, Danna Paola
#2 All We Know- The Chainsmokers, Phoebe Ryan 
#3 Need To Know- Doja Cat
#4 Just To Find Love- New Hope Club
#5 100 Words- Prateek Kuhad
#6 Hold On- Justin Bieber 
#7 Closer- The Chainsmokers, Halsey
#8 Love Song- Why Don't We
#9 Bonnie & Clyde- YUQI
#10 I Don't Wanna Live Forever- ZAYN, Taylor Swift.

Note:
I published the prologue and the first chapter 'Sober Love' way earlier than I will post the second chapter. It is quite of about a one year when I lost interest in writing this, but I gained it back again now. Yes I know I'm lowkey pathetic lolol. Maybe the writing style changed but I will try to stick to the story as much as I can. Thank you if you read this <3