I feel it once again
It scares me
Knowing that I'm not strong enough
After being taken down so many times
I don't have the strength to fight it again
The feeling takes over
Sweat and tears cover my face for no particular reason
Skin cold as ice
Body starts to shake
I can't handle it anymore
Small shaking hands find a relief
Head screams no
Heart shouts yes
My hands grasp the one thing that'll ever help me
It's my only escape from this empty Hell I live in
One last year runs down my cheek
All my problems are gone in that moment
Just by a flick of the wrist it's all gone
Watching the color drain out
Releasing everything I've held in
In that moment I was addicted
High on the feeling
How good it felt to release it all
Everything bad and terrible was gone
Only leaving a scar to remember it all by
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First poem I've ever written, so sorry if it's not very good. I'll improve over time. Thanks for reading
-Zoey
