Where it started (A Princeton Love Story)

..I hope she's looking for me..

I walked around in circles

My pills my pills where are they

I was hallucinating I fell to the floor and dragged my self to the corner

I gasped in shock as I woke up. Sweat ran down from my forehead

Every night this happens; I also question it why me?

I want to end my life but I'm scared

I fear to live but I also fear death..

When I was 10 my sister Alisza and I Alicia went through the worst worst experience. I least expected it but it happened and it was all my fault..

**Story of that dreadful night**

It was a cold dark stormy night.

My sister and I were laying upstairs in our beds.

She hated the sound of the thunder so she layed with me in my bed

As weird as it may sound I enjoyed it.

And what made her more afraid was that my babysitter wasn't home. So I tried to calm her down.

After a few hours the thunder and lightning got louder and louder causing the windows to burst open. I was scared but I didn't show it so Alisza wouldn't cry.

Alicia: I'll get the windows you stay here

Alizsa: alright be careful poopy face

Alicia: haha okay loser head.

I went to close all the windows and got back to my room but alisza wasn't there.

I heard the door open downstairs knowing my babysitter came home.

I sat back in my bed waiting for alisza to return.

After a few minutes she came back

Hey what did Keisha bring I asked?

She stuttered trying to talk.

I giggled at her stuttering

She walked towards me as tears slightly ran down her cheek and fell in my arms

At this point I was kind of worried.

She wrapped her arms around me and I did the same

I was rubbing my hands on her back and felt something..

I started to worry even more I felt blood on my hands from her back, dripping on the wooden floor.

A knife was stuck in her back.

I felt my heart drop down to the floor.

I pulled away and looked at her as she fell right back in my arms. I layed down on the ground with her

Tears were rushing from my eyes as the thunder was roaring louder and louder causing the windows to crack.

I heard loud footsteps coming up the stairs

It's ok alielie I teared. Don't die please, don't die.

I heard slow footsteps getting closer and closer

At this moment i didn't know what to do.. I was barely breathing.

I could barely see either

I pushed Alisza to my closet.

Lielie if anything happens I love you a lot . I brushed my hand across her cheek and kissed her on the cheek. Ily so much ok  I cried.

No no no no there was a man coming up the stairs with a gun

PLEASE PLEASE DONT KILL US PLEASE PLEASE. I cried.

Don't hurt her.. I stuttered

Say good bye to your life darling. He chuckled

He pointed the gun at me for a good 10 seconds. I feared what was about to happen and he suddenly switched it to alisza and shot her 3 times.

ALISZA! I yelled at the top of my lungs.

I kissed her continuously. I love you lielie. You're going to be with mommy and daddy

I..I l..love you too lee..lee. She whispered in my ear slowly shutting her eyes.

I ran my hand down her face. pl-please no Alisza you can't leave me. Stay with me please I have nobody I whispered and mourned.

I looked up and started screaming.

The thunder continued to rumble
I burried my face in Alisza's chest. It's the only place I felt safe.

I fainted feeling something strong injected in my arm.

**Later same flashback story**~~

I woke up tied to an asylum bed.

I cried as I felt horrible inside. It was all my fault

What do I do now. My bottom lip started to quiver and my eyes were tearing up

I was tied up to the bed. I tried to free myself but it was impossible.

I heard the door open, the man who shot my sister came in.

Well hello little lady, so you're awake I see.

I lost it there I was no longer sad instead anger took over me. Instead of tears my eyes were drowning in rage.

Who are you why did you kill Lielie! Where is my babysitter?!

**hours later**~~

The man told me a story about how everything happened leaving me feeling dead inside. He was my uncle.. Him and my dad had a bad past so this is his revenge.

And my sitter Keisha who watched over alisza and I isn't anywhere he knew about. I'm pretty sure she returned to the house and probably left or something. I know she would be looking for me because ever since my parents died she was my second mother and my moms best friend. She had the perfect mother figure so I would call her mom.

I hope she's looking for me..

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So this is my first story and it's about princeton I hope y'all liked it.. Yeah k bye (mawmaw) and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCETON!!