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A/N : aimsey is your best friend and you two are called the gayduo. You also stream. Ranboo is your other friend. You love drawing and going outside.

Y/n pov:

All the crazy shit I made you do
The long nights you held me through
Believe me when I say
I could never be saved
Be saved

Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all behind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it work

Yeah, I tried
To get it off my mind
To leave it all bеhind
Don't wanna make it worse
I'm gonna make it wo~
You pick up your phone after waking up by the sound and see that aimsey is calling you. You pick up.
Aimsey: FINALLY YOU ARE AWAKE I'VE CALLED YOU TWENTY TIMES
y/n : please stop screaming and why do i have to be awake
Aimsey : sorry, we were going to London remember and i am waiting at the train station now.
Y/n : shit yeah sorry i will be there in 30 minutes
Aimsey : okay we will get a later train see you soon.
Y/n : see you soon.
You hang up and quickly change into your outfit.

( if you don't like this outfit change it in your head this is my choice you can always change is )
After that you grab you phone and brush your teeth after that you rust downstairs and to the trainstation.
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When you arrive you see aimsey standing there you run up to them and scare them

Aimsey pov
Y/n : BOO
Aimsey: AAAAAAAH y/n stop its not funny you scared me.
Y/n : HAHAHAHHA that was the plan
Aimsey: mweh mweh mweh mweh that was the plan mweh mweh ( mocking y/n)
Y/n : come on now were going to be late ;)
Aimsey : you are the one who is late

Y/n pov
Aimsey and i rush to the train.
We arrive at the train and it was just leaving
Y/n : SHIT 
Aimsey: its okay next train leaves in 20 minutes
Y/n : okay
You and Aimsey talk and listen to music untill the train comes then aimsey and you get in the train.
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You two arrive in London
Aimsey pov
Aimsey : lets go y/n the musical starts in 20 minutes.
Aimsey thoughts ~
I'm so excited to go to Hamilton i've been looking out for this for the past month and the time has finally came.
Before aimsey and you walk in the theatre they grab you arm.
Aimsey : please if you don't like it say that you do.
Y/n : i will but i'm sure that i will like the musical i like everything that you like okay everything butt....
Aimsey : the colour red i know :) lets go
You and aimsey walk in and get your tickets scanned and take a seat.
While the musical you are totally focused and aimsey is also focused.
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Y/n pov
After the musical aimsey starts smiling and doing happy dances.
Y/n : i really liked it and i can see that you liked the musical as Well.
Aimsey: i didn't like it i loved it.
Y/n : i can see that :)
Aimsey: Well lets go eat something and go Shopping :)
You and aimsey go get some sandwiches and eat them after that you two go to the mall.
You and aimsey Walk in A shop and aimsey runs to the t-shirts and start looking and them and running around. While you look at the sweaters.
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After Shopping
Soms things you bought :

Some things aimsey bought:

After that aimsey and you go to the trainstation to go back to brighton.
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You two arrive in brighton
Aimsey : i don't want to go home yet.
Y/n : then what do you want to do.
Aimsey : lets sit on the beach and watch the sunset  because  w~
Y/n : never waste a sunset i know.
While watching the sunset
Aimsey : y/n ?
Y/n : yes
Aimsey : i was thinking because we are always together and hang out wij dont we move in together so that we can be roomates
Y/n : that might be the best idea you ever had shortie.
Aimsey : thanks and you PROMISED you would never call me shortie again >:(
Y/n : okay sorry aimsey
You burst out laughing and a few seconds later aimsey joins you.
Y/n : now is the question where are we going to live
Aimsey : Well i saw a appartment with 2 bedrooms and it is in the same building as ranboo so we can be close to him as Well.
Y/n : thats a amazing idea when can we look at the appartment.
Aimsey : i already aranged a time tomorrow at 2pm
Y/n : okay text me the adress and i will be there
Aimsey : but this time set an alarm okay ??
Y/n : i will, and i think its time to go home its already 11 pm
Aimsey : okay lets go :(
Y/n : but you can sleep at my place i have icecream ;)
Aimsey : YES WE CAN DO A MOVIE MARATHON.
y/n : sure but this time i choose the movies
Aimsey : fine i did choose all the movies last time.
Y/n : okay Well what are we waiting for lets go :D
Aimsey and you don't walk but run to your appartment were you make the couch comfy and get some blankets so you can watch movies while aimsey gets snacks out of the kitchen.
Aimsey : done
Y/n : me 2
Aimsey : Well whats the first movie ?
Y/n : i was thinking of f/m ( fav movie)
Aimsey: Amazing idea
Half way in the movie you see that aimsey has fallen asleep.
Y/n : grandma ( you wishper to yourself) You put a blanket over aimsey and walk to your room and get ready for bed after that you also go to sleep
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Aimsey pov
I wake up and see that i am on the couch and that y/n isnt here. I pick up my phone and look at the time
1.23PM it says.
SHIT WE HAVE TO BE THERE IN 37 MINUTES.
i rush to y/n's room
Aimsey : Y/N WAKE UP I SCREAM
then i realise that they arent here i am confused i open my phone and get an notifacation.
Text:
Y/n : sorry i needed to get something out of my head you know where you can find me.
I immediatly know what they mean and rush to get my jacket and to put my shoes on. I run outside and run to the place where y/n is. I arrive 15 minutes later and see y/n sitting there crying and holding something. No no not again i Rush to the place the beach and walk up to them.
Y/n pov
Its 4 am i cant sleep the thoughts are still here
SH WARNING
i have been clean for 8 months but i still have the urge.
I decide to go to the beach to get my head empty i text aimsey so that they know where i am.
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I arrive at the beach and sit down.
I break down crying while looking at the darkness around me.
I start looking for my headphones so i can ignore the voices but i feel something else....
My pocketknife. The voices are getting stronger and louder.
DO IT
NO ONE CARES
RAT JUST DO IT
YOU DESERVE IT
YOUR PARENTS HATE YOU
When the last one came i decided to do it because thats one thing that is 100% true my parents do hate me they abused me for years my father raped me and almost killed me while my mom just ignored it because she thought i was dramatic. So i rolled up my sleeve and started cutting i stopped when i heard the stones move behind me.
??: y/n??
I heard in A soft voice that i recognize. Its aimseys voice now i realise that the sun has come up already.
I turn my head around and see that aimsey is crying and looking worried.
Aimsey pov
Y/n?? I say softly
Then they turn their head around and i see their arm.
Its all bloody and looks numb are they okay. They relapsed. I hope their okay. I realise i'm crying when i feel a drop on my t-shirt.
I hug y/n  not caring about getting blood on my shirt.
Aimsey : are you okay
When i ask that i see no life in their eyes i called 911 and they took y/n to the hospital. Apparently the SH was so bad it has maybe killed y/n they lost a lot of blood i step in the back of the ambulance and cancel the appointment with the appartment and just cry and holding y/n's hand wich is cold just very cold.
I start thinking about why they relapsed and start panicking about that they are maybe dying. Then we arrive at the hospital and y/n is brought to a room where they are trying to save them i walk around and start panicking again and crying i couldn't stop crying. I just cant. I cant lose them their the best thing in my life my best friend my buddy. Then i feel me getting pulled in to a hug i finally jump out of my thoughts.
I look up and see ranboo he came. How did he know then i look at my phone and see that in panick i texted him. I look up again and see that he is crying aswell.
Ranboo: are you okay he says true sobbing.
Aimsey: i think so i hope they are okay.
Ranboo: lets just hope for the best do you want some food or something to drink?
Aimsey: can i have some water?
Ranboo: of course
When Ranboo comes back with water the doctor Walks to aimsey and ranboo.
Aimsey : and is everything okay with them?
Doctor : they are ....

A/N so first chapter and some pretty dramatic things already. I hope you like this story so far. And also 1676 words so of to a amazing start <3 have a great day and remember to eat and drink and remember you are perfect just the wat you are <3

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