our mafia family

20

with a swollen face and headache
you'll never be more lonely in your life than you are now but you're more guilty than lonely
if i had the courage to face them I would run to them and get down on my knees and beg for forgiveness)
and there's nothing i can do to make it all better
your nose was bleeding, tears ran silently down your cheeks as you looked at the house in front of you it doesn't Felt like home anymore
You stood by the front door of the large home, the one you lived and had made a lot of memories. It felt different, somehow it didn't feel like home. You wanted to go directly to your room , curl up under the blankets and pretend that everything will be okay again. But you know nothing is okay ever again.
But you still want to hope, just for tonight. To imagine everything could be ok once again and maybe this time it would be. You knocked softly on the door before pushing open you went inside everyone was there but still for some reason you were feeling alone, "Why are you late? " a stern voice came from behind you as you heard soft footsteps.
You turned around, trying to calm yourself, not wanting to look like a crying child, or worse worse let your eyes fall to the ground. "I'm sorry. I-" "I said why?" the voice cut you off, raising his voice slightly.
"I'm sorry-" before you could complete your sentence taehyung cut you off and said "you-what happened to your face? your nose is bleeding dummy who did this? is someone bulling you? did you had a fight? is it hurting? " he asked quickly, trying to take in your appearance but couldn't figure out who did this to you
His voice was laced with worry and fear. The fact that he cared made the tears start anew.
"No, no! no one hurt me I don't have a fight I fell." you lied.
"are you telling the truth" asked Yoongi.
You stayed silent for a few seconds then finally answered, "yes."
Yoongi scoffed and rolled his eyes, "we aren't that dumb." He paused. He walked over to you and took your face into his hands he gently pressed his thumbs against your bruised cheek making the pain in your body lessen and his thumb's rub the blood away "you shouldn't lie to us. We'll always be here if you need us." Yoongi continued.
You sniffled quietly and wiped a tear from your eye. "I'm really sor-"
Taehyung interrupted again, "you know what? This doesn't even matter. Let's get you cleaned up." He grabbed your arm and dragged you to your bedroom.
The rest of the boys followed him, leaving Yoongi standing in the doorway looking at you sadly. He knew you wouldn't stop lying about your injuries
Taehyung started to apply medicine to your bruise, covering it with some gauze he wrapped it tightly. When Taehyung finished cleaning the cut on your lip you looked at him "I -" " we still need the explanation" Seokjin said calmly sitting on your bed.
You sighed."it was lia soobin's ex she just grabbed my hand while I was coming out of the school gate "
Seokjin nodded in understanding,"and what happened next?"
"she took me at back of the school then she slapped,punched and kicked me but she felt guilty for hurting me SO she said sorry" you continued with an expressionless face, you hated reliving what happened. "and I believe her. She has been acting weird lately and today she seemed genuinely sorry."
"well then i guess you are going to be fine." said Hoseok as he patted you on the back, "I'm glad you told us about Lia."said Namjoon" baby look let's end this here, I want to say that what happened in the past wasn't your fault it was all your father's fault it has nothing to do with you so we are not angry anymore and also sorry that we didn't told you about us begin mafia we were at the fault in the we should have trusted you we are really sorry "said jungkook placing both hands on your shoulders.
"It's okay guys I don't blame you." You replied smiling, trying to make them less worried "but anyway thank you guys for forgiving me." You added with a bright smiles"you have a beautiful smile baby." Jimin smiled, caressing your cheek "come on let's get you ready to sleep, it's getting late." He said "good night baby" everyone said and left your room and layed down on your bed and slowly went to your Dreamland