In The Other Universe, I Wish We Are Lover (Kinjo Sukai One Shot Fanfiction)

I Wish We Love Each Other There

This story is about me, and how I've been keeping my true feelings from my muse, my world, the one that I like a lot.

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My name is Kaya, and I have a best friend named Luna. Luna is a super pretty girl with long and straight hair, small face, white skin, proportional body, and cute. She's such a likeable person. Moreover when someone gets to know her a little deeper, her charms and her good personality are irresistible for anyone.

That's what happened to Kinjo Sukai, the boy that has been keen on Luna for about two years now.

Sukai met Luna for the first time at the first day of school. That was also the day I met them both for the first time. I was a quiet girl, I got no one to talk to--and was too shy to start a conversation. Somehow, Luna noticed me, and started to talk to me. We slowly get along, and Luna eventually became my best friend even though she was getting along with the others as well, including Sukai. Yes, we were all classmates.

Luna's cheerful personality got the attention of Sukai, he started to talk to Luna and secretly showing his interest toward her. He later became my second friend after Luna--Even now, he is the one I talk to the most after Luna. That was a clear pattern that he made friends with me because he targeted Luna.

I always knew that I should never have any feeling for him because I always know that he's keen on Luna. I should never hoping for something more than friends from him. I should have known that such things are impossible.

Luna is my best friend. But she's also the best friend for everyone. Even though she talks a lot to me, there are times where she chooses to hang out with someone else because I just can't be the best friend that suits her best. At those times, Sukai would be there for me. He will make sure that I am not lonely, he would be the bestest friend in those situation.

The fact that I saw Luna and Sukai as the perfect couple is killing me. Sukai is clearly like her and he make his move clearly, I know that Luna also has the same feeling for him, but I wonder why these two are not in a relationship yet. I can see how Luna blushing when Sukai talking sweetly to her or make a cheeky pickup lines for her. I know she's happy about that. I know it.

It kills me whenever I see the two of them are joking around, touching each other and look at each other in the eyes like a lover. I wish I just die.

One day, Luna didn't go to school because she had a fever. Sukai was talking to me the whole day. He even stoped me from reading my manga at the break time and treated me an ice cream. We were sitting side by side, so close that I can smell his scent.

Sukai is a good boy. He's so kind, royal, smart, and positive. He is the one who can see anything from the good sides, he's the one who will always keep you in a positive mood because he is effortlessly funny.

Sukai is not as handsome as other boys, but he surely has something that other boys don't have. Sukai is one of a kind. For being such a good boy, I always wish him a happy life. I wish he would never be sad or get sick. I wish God will never takes away that smile on his face. Not only for his goodness sake, but for mine too. His smile is my cure, his smile is the thing that I love the most in this world.

I once caught him sad. It was that day when Luna suddenly cancelled their date. They were supposed to go somewhere together, but due to some circumstances Luna had to cancel it. At that time Sukai came to my house and asked me to go with him instead. We went to ride a ferris wheel while drinking banana milk. I was having fun, but not with him. He was unusually quiet. He wondered why Luna suddenly cancelled the date, but even so, he still hoped that there was nothing bad happened to Luna. Up until now, I don't know what was the reason for Luna to cancel the date.

I remember Sukai's sad face back then. Somehow my heart is broken just to see him sitting in front on me holding his boxed banana milk and stared blankly to the outside wondering what was happening to his loved one. Somehow my heart just cannot take it. Up until now, I don't know what I was sad for, was it because I saw Sukai being sad? Or because I knew the fact that he will never notice me? Sympathy? Jealousy? It's always hard to explain feelings.

If only you knew, Sukai. I will sacrifice everything I have to keep that smile on your face. I will make sure your efforts and hard work will never be wasted. I will do everything to make you happy. Just like you do.

"Do you believe in the existence of other universes?"

You asked me once. I don't have the answer.

"If they do exist, I wonder what am I doing right now." -- "I wonder if I'm happy or sad."

I just can't give you the answer. But if only you knew, Sukai. If they do exist, I would rather live there where you are happy. You always tell me how you want to be born as a plane in the other universes so you can fly, so you can see the world from above.

"If I'm born as plane. I hope you're born as one of my engines so at least we're being useful."

Then you laugh.

It is difficult to understand, but if other universes do exist, there must be you and I. If they do exist, I wish we met each other. If they do exist, I wish you love me instead. If they really do exist, I hope we love each other. In the other universes I wish we are lover. If they do exist, I wish we are lover there.