Forgiveness (One Direction FanFiction)

Chapter 12: I Won't Give Up On Us

New chapterrr, sorry this is so late. I've been having a weird case of writers block but I think I'm okay for the next few chapters. I tried making this a little long to make up for not uploading in forever. It's a very important & cute chapter :) 

Vanessa's beach outfit on the side ---------> 

Vanessa’s POV

I woke up at around 6 in the morning; don’t ask why my sleeping schedule is really weird. My headache was still there but I could actually stand up this time. As much as I wanted to go back to sleep, I just wasn’t tired so I got up, and went to go shower. I washed my hair and felt so relieved but of course, this stupid headache wouldn’t leave me alone.

I went and took my outfit for the day out of the little drawer. I put on a cheetah print bikini just incase I’m in the mood for the beach, and then put on a sleeveless blue flowy top on top of short jean shorts. I put on a cute flower ring on my finger and after brushing my hair out, put a flower pin in my hair. I looked cute and was satisfied with how I looked. I grabbed a pair of sunglasses and put them in my hair as well. I pulled out silver flip flops and put those on too. I grabbed a black bag and stuffed a bunch of stuff in it and headed downstairs. (outfit on the side) I wasn’t expecting anyone to be up and nobody was. I went to into the kitchen and brewed coffee; I don’t really eat breakfast because I was so accustomed to getting Starbucks every morning. I just stood there staring at the wall, drinking my coffee. These are the times when I really spend a lot of my time thinking about life. It really sucks how I can’t trust anyone, and how people get mad at me for it. Can they really blame me though? I’ve had such a rough life and nobody understands ANYTHING. But then again, what about taking risks? Is it really something I want to do? I could feel my headache getting worse so I decided to layoff on the deep thoughts and I saw a guitar lying in the corner. I remember learning the guitar while I was on tour with Justin. Justin’s guitarist taught me on the long tour bus rides. I was actually really good but I haven’t played since I quit.

I picked up the guitar and walked over to the small porch opening thing and sat on the step. I strummed the guitar and decided to sing for a bit to freshen my mind up. 

(Song- Hit The Lights by Selena Gomez because I feel this song describes her feelings perfectly)

It's the boy you never told I like you, 

It's the girl you let get away.

It's the one you saw that day on the train, 

But you freaked out and walked away 

It's the plane you wanna catch to Vegas, 

Things you swear you'll do before you die, 

It's the city of love that waits for you, 

But you're too damn scared to fly.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

Hit the lights, let the music move you, lose yourself tonight, 

Come alive, let the moment take you, lose control tonight.

It's the time that you totally screwed up, 

Still you're trying to get it out your brain.

It's the fight you had when you didn't make up,