Hi, my name is rebecca, i am 15 years old and live in the united states. i hate my life. i have no friends at school and my family want nothing to do with me. i have been working for over a year at forever 21to get the money i need to live a life where noone cares about what your doing. As soon as i save up enough money i will fly to Australia and move there. ill get my own apartment and live there forever never to see my family again. sounds like the life to me.
i dont have enough money yet, only about $2000. i need quite a lot more, about a monts pay. that means 1 more month of school and 1 more month inthis shithole im supposed to call home. my family will be happy im leaving. trust me.
we were a happy family untill my mum died 6 years ago in a car accident and i was blamed for it. Yes, i was with her in the car but i wasnt too badly hurt. i love my mum more that anything and i reminded myself of the crash everyday, and it has now come to the point that i dont blame the truck driver anymore, but i blame myself. i believe that it was my fault.
*flash back*
*in the car*
'mum, whats for dinner tonight?' i asked
'i dont know honey'
'can we have take away?'
'not tonight sweetie, we'll go to the shops and buy some stuff for wraps or rolls or something'
'awww please mum, we hardly ever get take away'
'becca, i said no'
why not mum?'
'because i said so! now can you please shutup, im driving!' she yelled, while looking at me, not the road.
then i saw the truck.
i screamed and mum slammed on the brakes, but it was too late. the truck had smashed into mums side of the car and just missed me by only a centimeter. By this tim mum was already dead.
*end of flash back*
~ sorry if its not good, its my first one ~ <3
