Taking a few breaths of fresh air and feeling my lungs fill with oxygen.
Little bit of blood showing and I was ready to lose my mind . I'm too sensitive . He sensed what was going on because he knows .
He know how it feels.
My heart rate slowing down as I sit on this wooden bench outside of the tattoo shop .
" Are you all right ? " I turn my head on my right seeing Jacob approaching me
He has a plastic wrap on his arm , just where his fresh tattoo is .
Clean tattoo.
" Yes just wanted to get some fresh air " i say looking ahead on the deserted dark road , my hands placed on my thighs holding me up
" I figured " he replies sitting next to me
Then I hear a noise of something opening and dart my eyes on his new pack of Marlboros .
Opening it up , he retrieves one cigarette ,putting it in his mouth . Then he closes it and puts it beside him on the bench.
His hands go to his pockets , tapping them and seeming to search for a lighter.
I unconsciously take my black lighter out of my mini pocket that's just a bit lower on my waist and light it up while bringing it in his vision.
He eyes the lighter suspiciously but doesn't question it more . He leans in the flame with his cigarette, his eyes crossing a little while doing so and when the smoke starts coming out he moves his body back .
" Cute " he mumbles through his cigarette
" H-huh? " I shutter
He takes out his cigarette from his mouth while taking a sharp inhale.
" The lighter " he points to the lighter that's on my thighs with the hand that's holding his cigarette
" Oh " I take the thing in my vision " the heart " I smile to myself in realization
The heart made with gems . My pride and joy .
I'm not really crafty so when I made it it felt like a big achievement.
" You carry one with you all the time ?" He questions
" Nope " I say shaking my head " It's more of gut thing . When I feel a little stressed , a lucky charm " I say still looking at it while carelessly touch the silver glued gems
" And why would you feel stressed today ?"
" I don't know maybe because of that place " I answer " you know .." I say turning my head to look at him
When our eyes meet I feel a deep want to turn away from the sight , but I can't.
I don't even know why I'm telling him all that stuff .
" I know well enough " he says
I look down on his arm seeing the details of his new tattoo.
" A scorpion " i state " suits you "
" You think ? " he says eyeing his arm
" I do " I shake my head " Poisonous " I spit
His eyes go straight in mine , while his lips curl up in side smile . A smirk .
" You're making me blush " he says while taking another drag ,his face scrunching up while he inhales
" Of course this would be a compliment to you " i say rolling my eyes and looking straight ahead
" Oh cmon I'm not that bad " I can feel his devious smile while saying so
" You're more than bad " i state looking back at him but this time my look falls on his cigarette thats on his thigh
" You want one hit ? " his unusual kindness makes me look back onto his eyes
" You offering something to me ?" I ask
" Why I'm I not a giving kind of guy ? " he says smirking
" I'm just saying I'm not used to your kindness " i shrug
" But I've treated you nice before haven't I ?" He tilts his head playfully on the side
" last time you did you made me cry in the end " i state " so no I think it doesn't count for treating me nice "
His slight smile turns into a cold expression again .
" I didn't wanted this to happen " he says looking on the road again
" You did " I reply " and yes , I want a drag of your cigarette, Jacob " i feel my mouth going dry while saying his name
His gaze turns slowly to mine , while I adjust my body more to his side . He moves his hand from his thigh to my face . As he does my eyes stay on him while his are stuck on my lips that's now holding the tip of his cigarette. His finger brushes my lower lip while doing that . I close my mouth shut and take a drag out of it while inhaling.
The usual Smokey taste feel my nostrils and tastebuds, as I hold the smoke down my throat for solid give seconds.
" Exhale Olivia " he says in a more of a demanding voice
I do what he says considering the fact that's no use for me to hold it any longer. It's so bad for me .
But I like it .
" I'm not a beginner you know " I say in a provocative tone " I'm not gonna choke " I say placing my elbow on the back of that bench , my body facing him more
" I'm sure about that " he replies not seeming ironic this time
I nod my head while looking on his arm again .
" Sinner " i state
" Sinner " he repeats looking ahead
" Why ? " I ask as I feel my eyebrows scrunching
Suddenly his look turns to me.
" Don't you get it yet ? " he says tossing his cigarette on the street
I stay there not saying anything. What could I say? I don't even know what goes through his mind anymore.
" I don't actually " I reply
He stares at me colder that usual .
Laughing and talking from by far makes me turn my head a little, seeing Martha and Kyle coming out of the store .
I revolve myself around and face the road again .
" Guys look what I just got " Martha says displaying us her new butterfly tattoo
" You're crazy you know that " Kyle states while kissing her cheek
" Cool " i hear Jacob's fake amusement
" That's very beautiful " I smile at her
" Ok now lets get wasted , I need to forget about the pain " she says exited
Oh I'm all in for that .
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RomanceOlivia Miles is a young girl starting college in another town . Jacob Prier is her childhood long-time crush and 3 years older than her. She managed to keep her passion for him hidden for years. But what happens when the two of them go to the same...
