You're So Similar. You're So Different

The Secrets It Holds

(This chapter mostly contains the content of the book until the - - - - line where it switches back)

Hey future me or whoever is reading this. Honestly, I kinda hope it's not future me because that'll probably be bad. Anyway...

It's GeorgeHD.

Although you probably know that.

You're probably reading this wondering why I did what I did.
I just I had to do it.
Well I guess I have to do this would be correct since I haven't done it yet for my current time . I know I shouldn't, but I have to.

Background information would be useful, since I'll be erasing my memories of this event. It's for the better. It's best if I don't remember this.

My powers. My power is getting too strong for me, for everyone. I need to calm it down. I need to get rid of it quickly. Before I hurt someone.
Before I hurt him.

I don't want to hurt him. I love him . Hurting him is the last thing I want to do.

Doing what I'm going to do won't get rid of my powers but I know for a fact that it will calm them down.

I'm going to separate my consciousness. Kinda.

It's more like separating my powers, but to do that I also need to separate my consciousness.

I will continue to have this form. All of my memories will be in tack and most of my powers.
However, the other part will be mortal. They will have a bit of my power.

Not all of my powers because that could kill them painfully, obviously.

The other form won't have my memories. If they find this stuff out....

Well I'm not sure what will happen.

He'll probably look like me. Maybe even act like me.

But I need to do this.
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I'm in the dream world now.

It's nice. It's pretty.

I've got to do this. I need to do this.

I'm not sure how long I'm going to be here for. It could be a day. It could be a week. A month. A year. A few years.
Not like it matters after all I am immortal but still....

I'll miss XD.

I don't know how long I'll be here but any length of time will make me miss him. He's my friend. He's my best friend. I love him. So, so much.

I hope I'm not here to long. I don't want to be away from him for that long.
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It's been about a week now.

I've been thinking a lot. Since I'm all alone with my thoughts I have a lot of time to think to myself.

I've been thinking about what will happen to the mortal.
The person who will be created because of this.

Since I can create living things he'll have a soul and a real life, obviously. And if course if he dies, which I doubt he will, he'll will get to go to limbo.

When it comes to the powers it won't be that much. I don't nerd it to be that much.
Just enough to keep my powers in control.

Another thing I'll probably do is lock the powers away in the mortal. That way his safety is assured. That way he definitely won't die because of an overload of power.
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I'm kind of grateful that I was able to bring this book into my dream world.

It gives me a sense of comfort. A sense of peace.
I guess it allows me to keep all my thoughts collected.

It helps keep me sane.

Not that I can actually go insane. It's almost impossible for gods to go insane. Even if the things we do may be crazy we are always aware of what we are doing.

I guess to put it simply, we are more sociopathic than psychopathic.

We are aware of our actions. Aware of the people we hurt and how they feel.
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It's almost done. This whole thing.

The mortal me will live and grow like a normal human. He will live a normal life.
Unsuspecting of the power that will dwell locked up inside him.

I guess this is it then.

I'll hide this book away.
I'll erase my memories about this to avoid anything bad happening.

All this will be done soon.

It will allow me to learn to control my powers easier.
This will ensure no one gets hurt. No one dies.

And as a bonus a new life will be born from me.
That hasn't happened in a while. I haven't done that in a long time.

I stopped and just let life work on its own.
People creating their own life. Honestly, it was beautiful to watch but making my own life every once in a while won't harm anyone.

Ok. I guess this is it.
Let's hope nothing bad happens.

And to anyone who is reading this, I just hope it isn't me or....

George.

Yeah I'll name him George.

That seems right. It seems appropriate.

I hope just not me or George. And if it is then well....

Crap

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"So...." Dream started.

All of them were shocked. I mean who wouldn't be.
It was a surprise that Dream could say a single word.

"Maybe we shouldn't have read that. What do you think is going to happen to me or HD?" George said.

"I'm still confused." Dream said.

The gods weren't saying anything.

HD and XD shared a glance fot a moment.

A look of agreement. A single nod was shared between the two of them.

"Dream, George." HD began. "I think it's about time..."

"We take you to the god realm." XD finished.

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