Life has been very good lately in terms of emotion. My new faith makes me very happy knowing that God will take care of me, my family, and make sure justice prevails. I'm learning more and more about God's words everyday from the internet and my own Bible book given to me by my co-worker Joe. I'm so proud that I am now a very spiritual person. I love God and Jesus, and being as good as possible. I finally truly have the feeling that I've been missing all this time: hope. Before I say more, I want to say that I respect everyone's beliefs, and I am not enforcing any of what I believe in onto anyone at all. Okay, so it's good knowing God is really there, and Jesus, and hell because that's where bad people need to go. I no longer have to be the one that takes care of every single thing in my life because God is there to help me out. I love God so much because he is so full of love and light. I'm glad Satan exists because he will take care of what needs to be done to awful people like the demon-in-flesh that lives in the same place as me. Bad people will never get away with their horrible actions. They can be forgiven, but if they're bad all the time till death, then it is too late to be forgiven. All of this gives me peace on life, and I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a flat grass plain with one tall tree in front of me as the wind blows through my hair. It feels so beautiful being spiritual. Besides that good news, we should be moving to the new rental house sometime this month or in early June. When we move out, my mom will start to fight for the custody of my siblings from the abusive man who ruined our lives these past couple of years. He will get justice in hell, but he will also get justice on Earth with the help of God. I feel so liberated now that I am a believer. The truth really sets you free. Not only am I spiritually free, but I am genuinely happy with how things are going right now in life. My job is the perfect job for me, and I get along with my two co-workers. My love life right now is just me and Peter flirting on Instagram. I don't want anything serious with anyone for now because I am taking a spiritual break. I've battled mental illness for so long, and it's time for my mind to have peace for a while. I will try my best not to stress, not to worry, and not to think about many things. I'm only thinking about God a lot lately, but I will allow it because God is peace. I'm also having fun listening to music by Carly Rae Jepsen, especially songs from her entire album Emotion, including the Side B+ songs. I'm seriously very happy right now because of God's light.
- May 15, 2022
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